A Song Fer Her/Clueless (2012-04-19, 2012-04-20, 2012-04-21, 2012-04-22, 2012-04-25, 2012-04-26, 2012-04-27)

O Elixir, keepin alive my world..
Spin around, let me watch you swirl..
Suck me in til i revolve 'round you,
Surprise me with a sloppy impromptu!

O Dynamite blowin up my mind,
Stay close or else i won't be fine..
Stay still til i get me a matchstick,
And ignite you cuz yer burnin me sick.

Hindsight says you have no clue,
All the time you're elsewhere n i'm into you..
Verdict's Out: I'm in this forever with you.
Fuck my life cuz you have no clue!!
*
O Sunshine brightenin the stark dark me,
Heatin up things n not allowin me to see..
I'm soaking you in, yer sweatin me out..
Wanna put you off but i'm under yer clout..

Common sense says there's nothin i can do..
A losing battle cuz i'm fighting with YOU.
The Verdict's Out: I'm in this forever with you..
Fuck my life cuz you absolutely have no clue !!
*
Think about running
But i can't go far..
My feet then move backwards,
And i'm back to where you are!!
Fuck my life cuz yer clueless!!
In yer magnetic expanse,
i'm such a mess!!
*
O Humming bird reverberating in my ears,
Bang the drums once more n i'll burst into tears..
Tormenting me at every fork n bend,
This turmoil never will have a happy end.

Intuitions say yer gonna zip my fate.
Nevermind now..Guess its too late.
The Verdict's Out: I'm in this forever with you.
Fuck my life cuz you have no clue !!!
***

Untitled (2012-03-28, 2012-04-01, 2012-04-22)

Out on the street..
A mark of questionity glistenin over my head..
But I,
just try to keep up with whatever i see..
Whats natural to em, isn't quite so to me..

Its somethin new..
Some sort of marathon that's well long overdue..
Al honouring the words once spoken
by Blessed King Lie Lee Hood..
Never questionin themselves,
cuz we're human,
We go strictly by the dusty ancient books !!

"How long?!" i think aloud,
Are we really puppets, hellbound?
Am i really dreaming?
Will i ever wake up now and get over it ??!

These thoughts soon drown..
The ostrich's head goes underground..
But its not dark yet.
The head will be raised forever.
And not just mine.
My life I'd bet.

"I get in the dumps at times, and don't open my mouth for days on end. You must not think i'm sulky when i do that. Just let me alone, and i'll soon be right." - Holmes to Watson

Make Some Sense? (Hey eh!!) (2012-04-08, 2012-04-09, 2012-04-10)

[ Thank you Vidhi for inspiring me to write the most nonsensical thing ever]
[ Breed - Nirvana]

The coast seems clear
Blissful end is near
Age of sweet perfume
Runny nose smells doom.

Asses skim the milk
Maggots wrapped in silk
Victory dance the pole
Perhaps ya'll have a mole.

Hey eh! Can you wait til the end of play?
Can you stalk me on my way?
Can you mean meaningless say?
You won't see the cock neigh..
You'll be soon near faraway !!
**
Make some sense or less,
Semen, pants a mess
Harry Potter chess..
Its the dopamine, i guess?

Hey eh! Gibberish oxygen in air..
Callus footsteps on the stairs..
I won't mean nothing today !
Can you take me far away?
Can you live with me or stay?
I will leave with you today..
**
Sun is set to cool
Night is meant to drool
Shooting star adrifts
Only rhymes with gifts.. Or maybe not.

Hey eh! Can you hiccup in my veins?
Can you clean the bedsheet stains?
Can you throw me up in vain?
I don't want you in my brains !!
Never at al in my brains !!!
All balls in my brains..
Hey eh !!

Fair Twist? (2012-04-18, 2012-04-19)

The thirsty crow finds no stone,
But Goldilocks isn't hunger prone,
And the greedy dog's turned an eternally wise one..

The fox just stared the grapes to fall,
Hey, Pinnochio doesn't lie at al,
The hare just stood on ends, the first to finish..

These plots gone awesomely haywire
Acceptable to the drunken sires..
Has now left the mighty lion with no good turn..

If this was meant to be,
Sleeping beauty'd never be kissed..
Rapunzel wouldn't let down her hair..
And Cinderella wouldn't hav lost her footwear !!

Hold up, Holden !! (2012-03-20) [ Co-writer: Vidhi ]

( I'm getting better at writing crap !! Too random !! Too lazy to alter it !!)


Listen up al you rubbernecks...
If I ever end down from up above...
Just turn yer lousy eyeballs inside out...
I don't need yer so called sympathy...
No why's and hows from al n everybody...

Hold up, Holden !!
We know a better place..
Let us dig a grave with yer acid face...
Its always You vs The World kid,
Why dontcha go where the Gods hid?
*
Damn this world,
And its rotten fruits..
Just said no for a paid pussy shoot...
I don't do things til I don't feel the need...
I'm oversexed but have no greed...

Hold up, Holden !!
I know you shit scared,
We are bloomin' n yer one left for dead...

Its always You vs The World kid,
Why dontcha go where the Gods hid?
*
Wish I'd go somewhere far away...
Take up a lousy job and just refuse to say...
Tired of writin' everytime to speak,
No more conversations that grow me weak...

Hold up, Holden !!
No grudge be held,
Life will suck the more you pretend...
Its always You vs The World kid,
Why dontcha go where the Gods hid?
*
Every time I breathe isn't a breath to die,
Love to catch a body goin' astray in the rye...
Don't know what more I'll love a few years hence,
How would i know unless I cross that fence?

Hold up, Holden !!
We heard yer love fer innocence,
First get yer hind out of yer shriekin adolescence...
Its always gonna be this way kid...
Why dontcha go where the Gods once hid?

Frozen Rain (2012-04-07, 2012-04-08)

Yer bruised enough to face the flak,
A pining tree felled by a lumberjack..
With yer wobbly knees, keep yerself intact,
Yer straightjacketed eyes gotta sense the finishing act..

They may have boned you down,
know ya wanna turn back and frown,
but you don't react cuz now there's no one around..

Relentless pounding drive you insane,
the same old story time and again..

Then out of nowhere there's this frozen rain,
Freezing al the moments, yer scars and pain..
Numbing you forever, teasing yer stains..
Falling hard on you, to make you beautiful again.

Day in and day out,
this rain floods al the corrupt droughts..
You wonder what its al about?
But its just His way to scream and shout.

Lost (2011-10-11)

Break, my spirit you break
But never could you take,
what has always been mine
Now i think i won't survive
Yeah, i still got pride
She'd be just the perfect bride

And on the shores i walk alone
With no shoes, no clothes, i'm stripped to bones
No sign of life where i am bound tonight..
No Feelings fostered by me..
Lost in the rapturous abyss,
I've now given up on me..

Somewhere (2012-03-12)

(Wrote this fer write's sake !! :-P .this piece lacks a lot of things.. )


Somewhere there's a part of me..
That's stil a part of you..
Sunken equably askew..

Somewhere there's an open road,
bearin its cross..
Wasn't as open as ya thought..

Somewhere amidst the anarchy,
where we once lived..
The diffident fuss over every good deed..

Somewhere there was an inane void,
overlooked at its birth..
I hear its now replete..

Potato Skin & Onion Tears (2012-03-22, 2012-04-01)

Comin' to terms with the change in you,
Always changin yerself, pleasing lives around you..
Did they deserve it or
did they not??
Don't know about it,
but its left a dark spot..
They seem to see it,
but they don't really care..
Yer one of em now,
with a viselike stare..

Deep inside you may feel it too,
These wrongs ain't what ya liked to do..
Just Peel off yer potato skin,
trash it in a faraway bin..
Dry clean those onion tears..
Dare not cry it out fer someone so near..
Just be how ya were born to be, baby..
cuz deception only adorns the ugly..
Don't hurt the ones you've loved, lady..
never change fer the undeserved..

See You Never (2012-03-28, 2012-04-01)

Fits of rage, carnage my existence
Complexities, render me a bitter substance
Vexed as the clouds move so languidly ,
Find the bugs somehow better off than me..
Hopeless blues now sing to me,
that i ain't where i'm to..

So Just dig a grave for me, would you?
Help me do away with myself..
Cuz i can't take it more, even though
I've done nothin worth yer help..

And if i succeed in failing with you,
We'll have a hearty laugh..
And Al the ghosts of distant teenage past,
would enveee us, but never show it off..

Without a care in the real world,
we'd drink whiskey and hate purple..
I might never say it to yer face,
but deep down within, I..
Hope i'll never see you never, now nor forever.

Little Bit Of Heaven (5th October '11)

[RIP Steve Jobs.. Sorry this isn't about you]

There's a little bit of heaven in al of us
Ever more thirst and greed..
I'm a prisoner chained for life,
awaiting for hope to flee.

Breaking the bonds,
I'm on the street
Suspicious eyes al on me..
Or maybe its my vision,
my way of looking,
that everyone's suspicious to me..

There's a feeling of freedom in my stride,
I see Innocence dance on breeze..
Say do me a favor, stay with me..
But she no longer can hear me..

There's a drunkard lying on the streets..
An old man giving gifts..
There's life on a ramp of ice..
There's fire burning through my feet..

Then i hold my breath
cuz you're right there..
Where'd you'd promised you'd be..
And al the memory lights flash in my sky..
Will you ever accept me?

Yeah, this is life..
No second chances..
You're with your man to be..
There was always a bit of heaven with you 'round..
Now that heaven's hell with thee..

At the crossroads i meet a woman..
Asks me to help her please..
Needs a direction, not sure where she's goin..
The first person to speak to me.

We share a smile for more than a while,
We strike a conversation..
She's oh so sweet..
Raises my heartbeat..
A Little Bit Of Heaven in Seduction.

Pull Ya Through (2012-02-21, 2012-03-13)

(Again, one more incomplete song.. Or maybe its just too short !! My brains just don't work at times.. Love the last two lines though..
Note to Self: Gotta Improve Vocab.)


Why so low?
Whats with the strait laced lips?
Starin out yer window,
when life gives you shit..

You need some silence,
i'll grant you none..
Bring out the violins,
strum the guns ..

Just shoot the lousy air, thats got to you ..
Al this commotion will pull you through..
*
Drink some wine,
then drink some more..
Stick yer tongue out, slam that door..
Just know you know it,
you can't unknow this..
Tie up the poodle,
its not yer purpose..
You need no silence,
just need some fun..
Bring out the violins,
upstrum those guns..

Just pop the lousy dick
that's got to you!
Law three of motion will pull ya through..

Lover In Disguise (2012-03-06)

( sometimes you just gotta write cuz you wanna write.. This piece falls in that category.. It amazes me how Q found it "contemplating" ... The title was just cuz of the last line.. And suprisingly it summed up the person's wuddayacallit CHARACTER !! I'll say this a million times and never tire - "I WRITE AND THEN MAKE SENSE")

A zillion questions on the windshield..
The wiper refuses to clear em clean..
The road is slimy, i got no wheels..
And the fuckin lights keep flickerin..
"Would it help if things got better?
would everything be al so fine in the crater?"
*
Was i just babblin about a car?
Just flipped it up..didn't lead me far..
Got somethin grim on my head..
Can't get it off.. Dread this life !!
Don't wanna get it off.. No more strifes !!
"Well would it help if the arrow stayed in the quiver?
Why do we lash out always so bitter??"
*
And for al the little words that spewed too much..
For al butterflies blemished.. I've earned a massive badge of Fick Mich !!!
*
So now i'm here on this lonesome road..
And i Dunno why i'd craved for it..
So would it help if lightning struck twice?
Na, Guess It'd never help a lover in disguise..

Some Other Day (2011-10-11, 2012-04-01)

(okay, this is the kinda of crap i wanna excel in !! But.... Too LAZY !!! Its incomplete.. Its shitty.. And its INCOMPLETE !!!! Any feedback would be helpful, Q)

Some other day, we'd go blind with our feelings,
trapped in the parody of life..
The sun would never shine on a monsoon night..

Some other day we'd be lost inside ourselves,
Eyes turned bleak forever..
The world would do that to us..

Some other day, we'd meet as strangers,
Nothing to speak or to say..
Just a face with a name.

Sweet Chill [2012-03-02, 2012-03-07, 2012-03-08, 2012-03-15, 2012-03-20, 2012-04-07]

[Screaming Trees - Look at You]

How long will ya wait for yer ride?
Why don't ya start one of yer own?
Yer silence smile's at me to stay..
A sweet chill fumbles down my bone..
*
Haven't ya learned to tell the time?
Its now showin on yer skin..
Waitin can be crazy dear,
Who'd know that better than me?
*
Frivolous and fiery as i remember,
a faint echo rings my ear..
A heart to heart endeavour..
My lady, Please stay near..
*
Yer eyes al set on the lights..
It is time, yer breath yearns..
the one last look before yer goodbye,
sends a sweet chill rolling in tears...

The Lost Shoe (2011-12-22)

"An abandoned shoe by the shore, no sole to walk in it anymore;
Al alone. Fragged life;
Stays wasted and cold. stars lay their gaze on his sulky lace,
Sparkle to guide him bright,
But the shoe with no vision and eyes,
Is lost deep inside."

Victim

[A time when i just rhymed for no reason.. HATE this one !! Just frustrates me like WORLD !!!! But can't deny how helpful twas fer my crap work]

I was alone, I was right
Was asked to quit,
But got up to fight..
Everyone watching stood quite,
As I was beaten by the power of Might...

Never made a resolution in life before.
Never did I find the need for..
I'll move on though I'm alone,
to mend the ways of the Evil Boned..

Yeah, there'll come a day so bright..
Enough to cover all the dark nights..
when my victims will lose sight,
And be slayed for the wrongs that made them feel right.

They'll plead, they'll bleed..
and wish they'd never live..
They'll cry to forgive
BUT
forgiveness is something I'll never give.

Yeah !!

(This is one of the early craps i'd written ...eventually leading to some more n more n more...)

Fiery well,
tripped n fell,
burning in hell..yeah!!

Money in my bag,
no name tag,
riches to rag..jetlag !! O yeah!!

Wanna runaway,
don't wanna stay,
goin al the way..yeah!!

She was never mine,
no cloud 9,
let the word spread..Grapevine!! Have ta admit,
she was sort of hot..but no matter what,
never tie the knot..Yeah!!

Marry someone else,
Arrange-she spells,
Heaven burnin in hell..YEAH!!

Never say no,
never go slow,
stand every blow..yeah!!

Helloooo !!