Hypocrites

[ I have no clue what this is.]

We weren't loud;

They were quiet.

We weren't harsh;

They were mild.

We weren't what we were inside;

We were something we'd always hide.

We weren't the ones to land at night;

We weren't the time that had arrived.

We were just humans dowsed in light;

We weren't the ones who then survived.

Vampyre Douche [2012-5-29, 2012-5-30, 2012-6-18, 2012-6-20, 2012-7-11, 2012-7-29, 2012-8-26]

[ I'm growing pathetic by the hour]

Vampyre Douche had a love-hate school,

Those were wretched times,

Fangs weren't cool.

Bram Stroker hadn't dawned yet,

A research says,

He was called Batman's pet.

Got sucker punched,

Got a hunch.

Resembled the crooked man,

Picking at lunch.

Bullied and butchered at every class,

Managed to be in a relationship

That didn't last.

Heart-broken, her blood unsucked;

He left her a note,

But it didn't work.

Had a friend with a bird-like name,

The only one who knew

About his passion for blood and games.

Adamant to look unlike the rest,

He wore clothes from the graveyard's best.

Now all the hot chicks,

Turn their heads.

Trapped on sight,

The rest is broken beds.

Then came the much awaited Valentine's night,

He hooked up with Angela:

The one who loved to diet.

Well, his Valentine wasn't bloody at all

Got too pissed and bloodied the ball.

Next you know,

He's hanging behind bars.

Whoever said,

Chicks dig scars!

And the research points out,

He's still called Batman's pet.

Perchance, its his only regret.

Everyday Every Sec

[ The Rembrandts - I'll Be There For You ]

If I was somewhere here

But you were miles away

No line that'd connect to you

No route to lead your way

I would still just be a missed call away

Or maybe that would'nt be needed

You don't have to butter the light to shine

I'll be brightening you

Before you know it

Everyday every sec

I'll be in your fall

Half my body screaming with you

The other waiting below to hold

Everyday every sec

I'll be in your rise

Mocking high their jealous cries

We're not the perfect size

----

Now as we belt out our sighed goodbyes

Your twisted wave acts as I leave

I wonder whatever was that

Confused

I don't believe

----

While you're gone

I'd still talk about

The teeth in your mouth

How you smell of wheat

Or whatever that is

That faint smile when you're down

While I'm away

I don't have to assure

You'd still be always needed

I wouldn't have to butter the light to shine

You'll be brightening me

Before I know it

Everyday every sec

I'll be in your fall

Half my body screaming with you

The other waiting below to hold

Everyday every sec

I'll be in your rise

Mocking high their jealous cries

We're not the perfect size

----

Damn You

[ Thank you Mayuresh Dukhande for typing without punctuations]

I am tired
Proving myself to you
So today
I will do what I want to

You could fuck off
Take everyone else with you
I will not stick now
To what you think I should do

I still need a bit of change
I am not the one who needs cocaine
Do not have any angel wings
Have earned my own right to sing

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Do not give a damn today
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
I will not care what you say

Leave as soon you enter
You are nothing but a penile cancer
Damn you today
Damn you today

Busy Gal [2012-08-07, 2012-08-08, 2012-08-09, 2012-08-13, 2012-08-20, 2012-08-24]

Where's the coffee mug?

It's her only friend...

Hot like her,

The replenishment never ends...

Unimportant ones,

She'll call you later...

The real lucky cunts,

Get to her better....

She got no time...

No time for rhymes...

She got no time...

Glad her world ain't mine...

Busy gal...

Got some news that's due...

The next door guy seems to've fallen for you...

Busy gal...

Do you have the time?

Should I fix the meeting?

Or would you mind?

---

She's faster than a plane...

She's been on every train...

Crossed every damn lane...

She's everywhere in his brain...

Busy, busy, busy...

Crazy, crazy, crazy crushing...

---

Her eyes on the computer...

His on their dreamy future...

Her every look even when she's tense,

Drive him away and out of sense..

Busy gal,

There's a news in the queue...

The next door guy seems to've fallen for you...

Busy gal.

Going in for the catch?

Or should I fix a meeting?

An invite for the snatch....

---

Hasn't someone ever been interested?

How cruel to leave her unattended...

Doesn't she have a heart?

He'd give her his for a start...

Busy gal,

There's a news in the queue...

The next door guy seems to've fallen for you...

Busy gal,

Do you have the time?

The meeting's been fixed...

Hope you wouldn't mind...

(He's outside...Yeah...)

Meltdown [2012-08-16, 2012-08-23]

[ Spin - Lifehouse ]

This'll just go on...
Lemme put a stop...
I know I cannot...
I cannot not talk....

This isn't easy...
What's been happenin'...
Am I really wrong?
I don't feel so wrong....

It's not so good after all....

I'd freeze everythin' for you,
But I can't stop my meltdown....
You heat me up,
All the moments you're around....
*
Said I wouldn't break,
The ice you are on....
Feel I'm out of breath above....
I'll have to go down....

Cannot seem to move...
You're standin' so near....
I seem to sense a demon,
That's raisin' your fear.....

I'd freeze everythin' for you,
But I can't stop my meltdown....
You heat me up,
All the moments you're around....

And I wanna leave it all....
But I'm back on the next call....
You heat me up,
All the moment's you're around......

Tumblin' Down [Co-writer: Vidhi]

[ Spin - Lifehouse ]

Broken pieces blow...
Pulverized by the curse....
Nothin' doin' now...
I'll be here somehow...
Things are gettin' worse....

Slapstick comedy...
I'm not up for it...
We don't have to knit...
What's your opinion?
It's gettin' worse.....

We'll keep tumblin' down...
The end isn't around...
Can't fall today,
We won't hit the ground....
*
Come a bit closer now...
The climate's freezin' up...
We got not much to say...
We got not many days...
Things are gettin' worse....

The meadow is worth lyin' in....
Flourishin' sparkled grin....
Skies of homegoin' tricks....
It's not gettin' worse....

We fear tumblin' down...
The end isn't around...
Can't fall today,
We won't hit the ground....

We fear tumblin' down...
The end might come around...
Can't fall today...
Don't wanna hit the ground....
*
Think of somethin' new...
Gone are the creative bouts...
Enclosed in sheets of clouds...
We can't see them now...
Things are gettin' worse...

Situation squeezes us in...
Darkened atmosphere...
Lightenin' leads to tears...
It's gettin' worse....

We'll keep tumblin' down....
The end isn't around...
Don't fall today,
We won't hit the ground....

We fear tumblin' down...
The end might come around...
We won't fall today,
Don't wanna hit the ground....

Let's not fall today,
( I'll be here somehow)
Don't wanna hit the ground.......

Zilch In The Left [2012-08-19, 2012-08-20]

[Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt]

Shouldn't be writin' to you....
But,
I just can't help it....
I am crazy...
I am stupid...,
Yes, I surely know it...

I've just been wonderin' al through,
What's it like....
To be someone I know....
Rushin' out to every exit...,
Turnin' the knob on every door....

Can't we just be that somethin'...
Beneath every sky....?
The ones that move together in marshes....
For there's somethin' that never dies....
*
I've brought this up before now baby,
I've tried so hard to lie....
I've been that persistent prick,
That still somehow survives....

I can't let go,
Just cuz I'm stupid...
But I am crazy too...
Have not been too kind lately,
I've not been what you knew....
*
Its been a while,
Since I've asked you this...
Just lemme know Wassup with you...?
Know there's a lot I've missed....

How are things on your side?
Is your smile still that wide?
I wanna know,
How you've been?
Remember al the things we've seen?
*
A maze's been raised,
Inside my heart...
Can't find my way,
To the outer part....

Stuck in beats...
They make me bleed...
The aches are left on repeat....
This isn't what I need....

Can't I just be that somethin',
Beneath your every sky....?
Move together in marshes....
Somethin' that never dies....

The clouds are dead...
After what's been said....
And I fall in further...
I fall away in you.....

(Minus) You [Co-writer: Vidhi] [2012-08-14, 2012-08-20]

[ LOL. Unexpected fun.]

You said my hormones were ragin'....
You said I wasn't that engagin'....
Nevertheless, You didn't stop...
I was the thief,
And you were the cop....

All the things that then befell me,
After I felt that somethin' for thee....
All the papers flung up high in the air....
I've lost count of how much I care.....

Add it up,
Hand me down...
The complete list...
All the lost and found....

Add it up...
And let me go...
Time seems few,
(Minus) You.....
*
Your image is still in the drive....
Can't get my fingers on to type....
Oh your skin,
Help me sin....
Help me win,
Over your skin....

Add it up,
Hand me down...
The complete list...
Square or round...

Add it up...
Let me know...
And let me go....
Cuz time seems few,
(Minus) You.....
*
You arched your back...
Called me a lie...
I stayed intact,
I'm a tough guy....

Every cold I've seized from you....
Sneezed out of control...
That's what you'll do....

Add it up,
Hand me down...
The complete list...
Over and around....

Add it up,
And let me go....
Times seems few
(Minus) You....

Add it up,
Let me know....
Yeah, I seem new...
(Minus) You.....

I don't want to....
(Minus) You.....

I just can't do....
(Minus) You....!

Mama'll Forgive [2012-08-16, 2012-08-17]

[ Nothin's makin' sense. Felt so bored to complete this.]

[ Yellow Ledbetter - Pearl Jam]

[ "I got in trouble with the police, and that was a rude awakening. That was it. I'd seen the bottom of the pit, and it was time to scrape myself out of it." - Bryan Adams]

Mama told me,
Soon figure out my life...
Didn't go down very well...
Thought she'd hurled a knife...

Everyday I did,
What I shouldn't have...
A willin' walk to the wrong trap...
Thought I'd do,
What I couldn't have....

Hear Mama cry now...,
Seems so quiet in pain....
Officer, I'll somehow,
Scrape out the stain....

Hear Mama really wish...,
I was different....
Dunno bout that name...
But I surely now,
Won't be the same....
*
It was wonderful...
Atleast that's what it felt...
I was a rebel,
Out to prove I can't fail...

Mama I know,
You'll forgive me today....
After I go,
And really do what I really say....

Mama I know,
You'll definitely be with me....
Though I mustn't have been with you...,
When you've needed me....
*
Thank you for comin'...
To set me free...
Now here I am, up close,
Don't anymore squint to see....

Ran on the rusty track...
Ran against the wind amok....
Wheels then split apart,
When trouble walked....

Dry your cheeks now...
Will surely rain good...
I realise its time that,
I really do what I really should....

And Mama I know...,
You'll forgive me today....
As soon as I go,
Even if I ain't right again...,
On my way......

Vanished

[ Yellow Ledbetter - Pearl Jam
All The Way/4U - Poets Of The Fall]
[Old Love - Jeffrey Archer]

Oh please see me...
See me tear....
I've come back...
To tell I really care....

Can't you see me?
See I'm there...
Should've informed you,
I'll be comin here...

Know it's late,
But I did ring the bell...
Gave you a ring before....,
But I just couldn't tell....

You look wrinkled...
You look at peace...
Sorry for the trouble,
That stayed so at ease....

There's smog in the air....
There's a black...,
That feels so rare...
We al will see it...
We al will ride that mare...
*
Left the warmth...
Never turned around...
Showed my back,
To a lover's muffled sound...

And then your heart,
Was closed too tight...
To vent out the sorrow,
That went outta sight....

Now there's smog in this place....
The reason's a knock,
That we'll al face....

There's a black...,
That feels so rare...
We'll al someday,
Ride that enchanted mare....
*
I should've known,
the mare would reach...,
Before I could...
Before I would...,
Prepare for my guilt speech....

The smog's still there....
A sleepy tune's heard....
Juttin' out of my skin,
Are Braille-like words....

There's a black,
That feels so rare...
We all will someday,
Ride that mare...
*
There's another hollow....
I'm happy very much....
I am ready once more...,
To feel your touch.....

I'll be comin'....
Comin' to where you'll be....
Move wherever you wish to....
Can't let you triumph...
Triumph over me......

Okay

I don't wanna talk somehow...
Need someone to hear me out...
I might just lose it now...
But I can't take it down...

My thoughts are mine,
And only mine...
I'll take the tickets,
I'll pay the fine...
So don't you worry...
Don't you mind...

Okay...
Stay away...
I'm not gettin' your point today....

Okay...
Move this way...
Til I get to you, you'll be okay....
*
I will first tell then show...
I always want some more...
How could they never know?
I was the one who tore....

Okay...
Stay away...
Let yourself take off today....

Okay...
Move this way...
Til I get to you, you'll be okay....
*
So many times I've crossed myself...
So many times I've burnt in hell...
So many times I thought I'd dwell,
Upon the past that crops so swell....
*
I've been to myself before...
In the winters, the summer soar...
Closed shut the lousy door...
But al I want to be some more...

Okay...
Stay away...
Look at the skies today....

Okay...
Move this way...
I will get to you when you're okay....

The Usual [2012-07-27, 2012-07-28, 2012-08-03]

[ Got the "Deranged Notes" feelin' while writin' this... Almost scattered, until someone really finds a tidy way in....]

The funny feelin' I'd get in my teeth...
Now I'm gettin' it in my eyes...
Didn't I ever mention what disease?
It must've just slipped off my mind...
*
We'll talk about your problems now...
Wait til I keep me on hold...
Then you can throw whatever you want...
But you can't always do whatever's been told....

So didn't I tell you what disease ?
Didn't I ever iron the crease ??
*
Let me burn down the neighbor's house...
I heard they called you a creep...
Had they said it on my face,
I would've happily smiled n agreed....

Take a whiff of the real stuff...
There are asses who would die to see...

Can't remember what disease....,
It better be your time to flee....!!!
*
Tried it out, much to popular belief...,
It doesn't turn you blind nor weak...
So I sunk in it everyday....
Now I resemble an enlightened freak...
*
Back to your problem,
I never heard you speak...
Neither did I see you move your lips...

Back to your holy rant...
Is it just my imagination?
Or are your eyeballs doin' backward flips....??
*
Think about winter,
And it's freezin' cold....
Its freezin' like hell's been sold....

Hold on tight to the hot cocoa mugs....

Could you just tell me what disease ??
Before you're in my collar and cuffs.....
*
Maybe it's useless,
Tryin' to figure out the past...
Its maybe worth,
Everythin' that won't ever last...

So maybe we can actually grow up now....
Make it without the usual crap somehow......

And didn't I ever mention what disease??
Well for once, I'll just rest in peace....