A cup of coffee to sedate the stress....
Just gotta leave soon,
Before the ruins of blues....
Have no explanation for the red stained mess....
I'm singin' with the wind,
You stare on....
You stare on....
You're stuck in a photo frame...
Quite aware who's to blame...
As all the heated memories fall in cold flame...
Good I shot you when you weren't the same....
*
Move my fingers over your face...
Find you so real...
Feel I'm in your place...
No, you wouldn't haunt me anymore...
Not atleast after the burning phase...
For now you're stuck in a photo frame....
Won't fly when you've been stalled....
The sun would've been a brighter ball....
Had you cared to take my call....
The heated memories fall in cold flame...
Good I shot you when you weren't the same....
*
Nothin' is ever lost...
They're just roofed somewhere away from your sight....
Someday I'll see you soon....
Someday I'll see me die....
*
The bed seems bigger.....
And I couldn't quite figure,
The reason why it seemed so....
But then I remember,
You're now not a member....
You look different near the lamp....
You stare on....
You stare on....
You're stuck in a photo frame...
Take you out and tear you up....
Can't do that to stick myself....
I'm not that selfish....
I don't need your help....
As all the heated memories fall in cold flame...
Good I shot you when you weren't the same....
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Green [Unwanted Territory] (2012-06-23, 2012-06-24, 2012-06-25, 2012-06-26)
They slammed the door on me....
Said I wasn't enough qualified....
But they don't even know me....
Then how the fuck can they decide !!!
Say I can prove my skills...
I'll surely won't have you al in splits...
Man enough to fill the bill....
But not ready to be a drippin' clit....
I am green they say !!
Maybe I'm just a stereotypical alien !!
Thank God I'm not in my elements today....
I'd have just vaporized al the humans !!!
I am green is al I hear!!
But baby I'm just a stereotypical alien....
You're a blister in your heydays !!!
Destroy al the fuckin' humans !!!
*
They al move on with their suits and ties...
They al get through with their fuckin' lies...
Interested sluts who arch their back....
Incompetent mutts who just relax....
There's a tension about to explode...
There's no vessel to empty the load....
If I am green they say,
Then maybe I'm a stereotypical alien....
Thank God I'm not in my elements today...
I'd have just vaporized al the humans !!!
*
Look at your plump rack....
Such a hurry to hit the sack....
A pin to torture ya'll everyday....
A sin to let you al have your way....
I don't care anymore !! No !!
I'll have my own vehicle....
Drive down al the stop signs....
Work out my own stable.....
I am green they say !!
Maybe I'm a stereotypical alien !!!
Thank God I'm not in my elements today....
I'd hav just vaporized al the humans !!!
I am green is al I hear!!
But baby I'm just a stereotypical alien...
You're a blister in your heydays !!!
Destroy al the fuckin' humans !!!
Said I wasn't enough qualified....
But they don't even know me....
Then how the fuck can they decide !!!
Say I can prove my skills...
I'll surely won't have you al in splits...
Man enough to fill the bill....
But not ready to be a drippin' clit....
I am green they say !!
Maybe I'm just a stereotypical alien !!
Thank God I'm not in my elements today....
I'd have just vaporized al the humans !!!
I am green is al I hear!!
But baby I'm just a stereotypical alien....
You're a blister in your heydays !!!
Destroy al the fuckin' humans !!!
*
They al move on with their suits and ties...
They al get through with their fuckin' lies...
Interested sluts who arch their back....
Incompetent mutts who just relax....
There's a tension about to explode...
There's no vessel to empty the load....
If I am green they say,
Then maybe I'm a stereotypical alien....
Thank God I'm not in my elements today...
I'd have just vaporized al the humans !!!
*
Look at your plump rack....
Such a hurry to hit the sack....
A pin to torture ya'll everyday....
A sin to let you al have your way....
I don't care anymore !! No !!
I'll have my own vehicle....
Drive down al the stop signs....
Work out my own stable.....
I am green they say !!
Maybe I'm a stereotypical alien !!!
Thank God I'm not in my elements today....
I'd hav just vaporized al the humans !!!
I am green is al I hear!!
But baby I'm just a stereotypical alien...
You're a blister in your heydays !!!
Destroy al the fuckin' humans !!!
You Love It [Unwanted Territory] (2012-06-23, 2012-06-24, 2012-06-26)
Never thought you'd be barraged with arrows...
Gone deep enough to bury,
the roots of an upheaval....
Yet you're glad to've met this girl....
The red river flows nowhere,
and you follow...
The sun spits heat on you...
Yet you love it....
You know it sounds too hollow...
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it....
And you love it....
In love you've been lit....
*
The stars that you talk about....
She's a star that you'd be around now....
And the rain that falls tonight,
Wouldn't drench your drifted plight....
Transparency cannot see through,
The wonderful turmoil that's totally new.....
Books scattered on the floor,
You ignore what you know....
The battle of the century...
Unkempt and unsatisfactory....
Yet you love it....
You know it sounds too hollow to believe....
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it....
And you love it....
You're love knit....
*
The image that you view these days,
Reaches million views in a day....
You're fine with a portable muse...
Finely insane and on the loose....
*
As you look around for a sign or two...
A negation as you expect,
But you're still confused....
And days dry in your flooded eyes....
You realise it never was anythin' wise....
And you know it'll always sound hollow...
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it...
And you love it...
Love is what you've lit.....
Gone deep enough to bury,
the roots of an upheaval....
Yet you're glad to've met this girl....
The red river flows nowhere,
and you follow...
The sun spits heat on you...
Yet you love it....
You know it sounds too hollow...
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it....
And you love it....
In love you've been lit....
*
The stars that you talk about....
She's a star that you'd be around now....
And the rain that falls tonight,
Wouldn't drench your drifted plight....
Transparency cannot see through,
The wonderful turmoil that's totally new.....
Books scattered on the floor,
You ignore what you know....
The battle of the century...
Unkempt and unsatisfactory....
Yet you love it....
You know it sounds too hollow to believe....
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it....
And you love it....
You're love knit....
*
The image that you view these days,
Reaches million views in a day....
You're fine with a portable muse...
Finely insane and on the loose....
*
As you look around for a sign or two...
A negation as you expect,
But you're still confused....
And days dry in your flooded eyes....
You realise it never was anythin' wise....
And you know it'll always sound hollow...
But you're forgotten heart now beats in it...
And you love it...
Love is what you've lit.....
Friday, June 22, 2012
Away I Go
[ Not exactly what I wanted ]
Look above,
It's really dark tonight....
The stars explode,
And I feel alight...
Some predestined voyage....
We were born to know....
So away I go....
Away from home,
If that's what it's called....
Nothing goes as planned....
But this one seems an exception....
Say I don't give a damn,
But my words sound pure fiction....
One life murdered,
And the new one set on stone....
So away I go,
I'll just be another unknown....
Too much celebration...
Too much commotion...
My breath's dead a while,
But resilience has been my resolution....
The stick is raised,
And I have to bow down...
The look on my face,
Would salvage their secular town....
I'm not ready at all,
But what good if I was somehow....
Many unanswered questions...
Many uncalled fights...
Oh I leave too many things...
Many too many things behind...
The foot is out the door....
Directed to reach an unwanted shore....
So away I go....
Against my will of course...
I feel a bit sold....
I just need a chorus....
To be stuck in my head for life....
Those few little words,
That'll freeze my past will to live alive....
That'd someday melt it down,
And grab the throat of my dogmatic life....
Get me what I want...
For time enough I've laid quite....
Reality is only true,
When it looks at you
the way you do....
So what if things would then seem cool...
I'll still walk out to do,
What I once wanted to....
But now away I go,
Away from home....
If that's what it's called....
Away I go,
I'm not alone.....
Look above,
It's really dark tonight....
The stars explode,
And I feel alight...
Some predestined voyage....
We were born to know....
So away I go....
Away from home,
If that's what it's called....
Nothing goes as planned....
But this one seems an exception....
Say I don't give a damn,
But my words sound pure fiction....
One life murdered,
And the new one set on stone....
So away I go,
I'll just be another unknown....
Too much celebration...
Too much commotion...
My breath's dead a while,
But resilience has been my resolution....
The stick is raised,
And I have to bow down...
The look on my face,
Would salvage their secular town....
I'm not ready at all,
But what good if I was somehow....
Many unanswered questions...
Many uncalled fights...
Oh I leave too many things...
Many too many things behind...
The foot is out the door....
Directed to reach an unwanted shore....
So away I go....
Against my will of course...
I feel a bit sold....
I just need a chorus....
To be stuck in my head for life....
Those few little words,
That'll freeze my past will to live alive....
That'd someday melt it down,
And grab the throat of my dogmatic life....
Get me what I want...
For time enough I've laid quite....
Reality is only true,
When it looks at you
the way you do....
So what if things would then seem cool...
I'll still walk out to do,
What I once wanted to....
But now away I go,
Away from home....
If that's what it's called....
Away I go,
I'm not alone.....
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
No Replacements
[ Waitin' On The World To Change - John Mayer ]
I once had a teddy bear....
I'd talk with it til dead....
You could say we were goin' steady...
For al that I care....
Well, there came a day when it tore...
And someone angry threw it far out the door....
I couldn't believe it's happenin'...
Thought 'twas a bad dream....
Once I snapped out of my dumb stance....
Went searchin' al around....
But my teddy was gone...
Maybe eaten by the bloodhound....
Things just seem so different....
Something's just have no replacements....
I still think about my love,
As I hit my stride on the messed up pavements....
*
The first day was terrible....
The days after were bad....
I learned to hold myself intact,
But couldn't stop bein' sad....
I reckon we had tea in the afternoons...
Teddy hated but had no choice....
Did whatever possible to please me....
Even helped me shut down al the noise....
And now things just seem so different....
Something's really have no replacements....
I still think about my love,
As I stride on the messed up pavements....
*
It was just a pleasant phase...
Callin' it that would be a disgrace....
I can still see teddy's face....
Oh, he would wanna see me in a happy craze.....
But things just seemed so different....
Something's just have no replacements....
And I still think about my love,
Hittin' my stride on the messed up pavements....
I once had a teddy bear....
I'd talk with it til dead....
You could say we were goin' steady...
For al that I care....
Well, there came a day when it tore...
And someone angry threw it far out the door....
I couldn't believe it's happenin'...
Thought 'twas a bad dream....
Once I snapped out of my dumb stance....
Went searchin' al around....
But my teddy was gone...
Maybe eaten by the bloodhound....
Things just seem so different....
Something's just have no replacements....
I still think about my love,
As I hit my stride on the messed up pavements....
*
The first day was terrible....
The days after were bad....
I learned to hold myself intact,
But couldn't stop bein' sad....
I reckon we had tea in the afternoons...
Teddy hated but had no choice....
Did whatever possible to please me....
Even helped me shut down al the noise....
And now things just seem so different....
Something's really have no replacements....
I still think about my love,
As I stride on the messed up pavements....
*
It was just a pleasant phase...
Callin' it that would be a disgrace....
I can still see teddy's face....
Oh, he would wanna see me in a happy craze.....
But things just seemed so different....
Something's just have no replacements....
And I still think about my love,
Hittin' my stride on the messed up pavements....
Rests Upon You
[Waitin' On The World To Change - John Mayer]
You gotta meet your reflection,
It would see you and say Wow.
You're pretty good lookin'....
You don't deserve this somehow.....
I'd be content being the mirror,
Connectin' yourself and you....
But you wouldn't take me everywhere,
So I'll be your eyes to show you what's true....
As the world rests upon you.....
*
You still love what you lost....
It'll come back if it was yours, they say...
But don't they realise the matter,
That nothin' in this world is meant to stay....
You keep takin' it in...
Tryin' to buy what they're sellin'....
But things for you are different,
So kindly quit the pretendin'.....
You gotta meet your reflection....
It would see you and say Wow.
You're pretty strong minded,
So get up, the time is now....
I'd love to be the mirror,
Connectin' yourself and you....
But I can be easily broken,
So I'll just stick to being your eyes...
Showin' the path that's new....
While the world rests upon you....
*
Remember the times of goodness....
When life was so misunderstood....
Now that we know Ms. Reality....
We can sort the bad from good....
You're not at al alone....
Two hands, Two legs and several bones....
It's enough to prove wrong what's known,
And see what hasn't yet shone....
And I'd be content being the mirror....
I'll say this a million times not few...
But I can be easily broken,
So I'll just stick to being your eyes...
As the world rests upon you......
You gotta meet your reflection,
It would see you and say Wow.
You're pretty good lookin'....
You don't deserve this somehow.....
I'd be content being the mirror,
Connectin' yourself and you....
But you wouldn't take me everywhere,
So I'll be your eyes to show you what's true....
As the world rests upon you.....
*
You still love what you lost....
It'll come back if it was yours, they say...
But don't they realise the matter,
That nothin' in this world is meant to stay....
You keep takin' it in...
Tryin' to buy what they're sellin'....
But things for you are different,
So kindly quit the pretendin'.....
You gotta meet your reflection....
It would see you and say Wow.
You're pretty strong minded,
So get up, the time is now....
I'd love to be the mirror,
Connectin' yourself and you....
But I can be easily broken,
So I'll just stick to being your eyes...
Showin' the path that's new....
While the world rests upon you....
*
Remember the times of goodness....
When life was so misunderstood....
Now that we know Ms. Reality....
We can sort the bad from good....
You're not at al alone....
Two hands, Two legs and several bones....
It's enough to prove wrong what's known,
And see what hasn't yet shone....
And I'd be content being the mirror....
I'll say this a million times not few...
But I can be easily broken,
So I'll just stick to being your eyes...
As the world rests upon you......
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Revamped II
[Brighter Than The Sun - Colbie Caillat]
( Was plannin to name it Revamped: The Poetry !!)
Footsteps.
Forward footsteps on the road back...
The white clouds are taken aback,
As I sing about the morass,
that I once lived in with....
Embraced by the breeze warmly,
We shake hands strongly....
It's good to see people,
Headin' back from the steeple...
I wanna go where it points to....
This is good enough...
The past is crazy stuff...
Revamped, i'm on board,
Penning a new folk lore....
*
Headlights.
I gave out a bright fight....
Tainted 'em with tar...
They won't blind me again,
Blemished the monster car....
This seems good enough...
What's past is crazy stuff...
Revamped, I've killed what bored...
Breathin' in vibrant mode....
*
A goodbye to the darkness...
Liberty to what it harnessed...
Vampires that sucked,
And the werewolves I knucked....
Happy Homecoming...
The new look's overwhelmin'...
I don't know if it'll last,
So I'll probably go fast....
I'll flash in the tidy sky....
*
You there.
You look familiar from somewhere....
Have we met,
in our regrets?
Or is this the first time?
Whatever be the plot...
We won't get caught...
For life is all we got...
We're the weirdest of the lot....
This is good enough...
What's past is crazy stuff...
Revamped with a bang...
Forgettin' what I sang....
Thank You !! Goodnight !!!
( Was plannin to name it Revamped: The Poetry !!)
Footsteps.
Forward footsteps on the road back...
The white clouds are taken aback,
As I sing about the morass,
that I once lived in with....
Embraced by the breeze warmly,
We shake hands strongly....
It's good to see people,
Headin' back from the steeple...
I wanna go where it points to....
This is good enough...
The past is crazy stuff...
Revamped, i'm on board,
Penning a new folk lore....
*
Headlights.
I gave out a bright fight....
Tainted 'em with tar...
They won't blind me again,
Blemished the monster car....
This seems good enough...
What's past is crazy stuff...
Revamped, I've killed what bored...
Breathin' in vibrant mode....
*
A goodbye to the darkness...
Liberty to what it harnessed...
Vampires that sucked,
And the werewolves I knucked....
Happy Homecoming...
The new look's overwhelmin'...
I don't know if it'll last,
So I'll probably go fast....
I'll flash in the tidy sky....
*
You there.
You look familiar from somewhere....
Have we met,
in our regrets?
Or is this the first time?
Whatever be the plot...
We won't get caught...
For life is all we got...
We're the weirdest of the lot....
This is good enough...
What's past is crazy stuff...
Revamped with a bang...
Forgettin' what I sang....
Thank You !! Goodnight !!!
Monday, June 18, 2012
Man In The Moon
[Same Mistake - James Blunt]
Dark spots on the surface of the moon...
A drunkard spelt out the maria as an early doom...
The rest just call it a face,
of some lad from Earth erased....
He didn't gel well with the crowd...
Moved east when al went south...
And now he's stranded up there...
Angered many and they don't care...
Only God knows since when,
For God put him in his den...
Happy or sad I cannot sense,
But he'll sure be alone...
Though better off without these drones....
And Mama tells her kids at night...
Don't be like that man,
better have some fright...
So they bark at the moon tonight...
Doin' what everyone feels alright...
"Don't be trapped by dogma", Jobs said...
But they ignore, for he is dead....
What will happen of the ones to come?
Worries the man up
as he looks down...
How can there ever be a new wave?
If no new roads were ever paved...
Don't you think he's doin' time cuz
He was wrong....
He's doin time cuz
They were strong...
Doesn't mean they still are...
Many people born with eccentric scars...
The bubble is soon to be burst...
The finest wine to satiate the thirst....
With their torches and weaponry...
when they come runnin' for you....
Call you tmrw's "Man In The Moon"...
Spit on their wrinkled faces...
You're not alone...
Be brave and say,
The Earth is your home...
Not goin' anywhere,
This is your moon.
They may think of doin' somethin'...
But not when you are too many beings....
Hope the day comes drivin' soon,
When there'll be,
More than a million less barks at the moon....
Dark spots on the surface of the moon...
A drunkard spelt out the maria as an early doom...
The rest just call it a face,
of some lad from Earth erased....
He didn't gel well with the crowd...
Moved east when al went south...
And now he's stranded up there...
Angered many and they don't care...
Only God knows since when,
For God put him in his den...
Happy or sad I cannot sense,
But he'll sure be alone...
Though better off without these drones....
And Mama tells her kids at night...
Don't be like that man,
better have some fright...
So they bark at the moon tonight...
Doin' what everyone feels alright...
"Don't be trapped by dogma", Jobs said...
But they ignore, for he is dead....
What will happen of the ones to come?
Worries the man up
as he looks down...
How can there ever be a new wave?
If no new roads were ever paved...
Don't you think he's doin' time cuz
He was wrong....
He's doin time cuz
They were strong...
Doesn't mean they still are...
Many people born with eccentric scars...
The bubble is soon to be burst...
The finest wine to satiate the thirst....
With their torches and weaponry...
when they come runnin' for you....
Call you tmrw's "Man In The Moon"...
Spit on their wrinkled faces...
You're not alone...
Be brave and say,
The Earth is your home...
Not goin' anywhere,
This is your moon.
They may think of doin' somethin'...
But not when you are too many beings....
Hope the day comes drivin' soon,
When there'll be,
More than a million less barks at the moon....
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Miss Storm
[ Same Mistake - James Blunt
Alibi - 30STM
And the rains !!!! ]
The rain is al I sing about these days...
This rain reminds me
of you today...
And how everythin',
never went our way....
So... Hey, Miss Storm...
How are you ??
You look different from what I knew....
Can what's expired be renewed ??
Been a long time since I last met you.....
*
Remember when the polka dots fell....
You held my hand,
as we ran to tell....
Then gathered them in your wicker basket....
I slowly slipped one in my back pocket....
Here it is...
Thought you'd love to see it...
I know I suck,
When it comes to givin' reasons....
So, Miss Storm,
How has it been so far??
Leavin' al the ghosts in your past car....
You look different from what I knew...
Can what's expired be renewed ??
It's been an age since I've met you.....
*
How we would sync our forward steps....
The promises we made,
As the secrets slept....
Seems just like yesterday...
If only yesterday wasn't ages away....
Seems like today,
If only today were the same old days....
Hey Miss Storm,
Sorry for interrupting
Your busy life....
That sucked your breathin',
Dropped your ceilin'....
*
Know you're upset,
That I reached so late...
I cannot help,
Was caught up with my own fate....
Just heard they're sendin' the cyclone down....
And thought I'd rather wilt in this lovely town....
I know I'm a drifter but,
I'll be with you now....
Hey, Miss Storm...
Why don't you move your lips ??
I'd read them if you cannot speak....
A sign, an expression, or even a slap....
Animate yourself,
Don't fall off the map....
Ye, we will meet again...
I'm already walkin' in your lane...
I'm not that far,
And I'll never be...
We'll be soon sailin' in your sea....
Have heart, Miss Storm.....
Alibi - 30STM
And the rains !!!! ]
The rain is al I sing about these days...
This rain reminds me
of you today...
And how everythin',
never went our way....
So... Hey, Miss Storm...
How are you ??
You look different from what I knew....
Can what's expired be renewed ??
Been a long time since I last met you.....
*
Remember when the polka dots fell....
You held my hand,
as we ran to tell....
Then gathered them in your wicker basket....
I slowly slipped one in my back pocket....
Here it is...
Thought you'd love to see it...
I know I suck,
When it comes to givin' reasons....
So, Miss Storm,
How has it been so far??
Leavin' al the ghosts in your past car....
You look different from what I knew...
Can what's expired be renewed ??
It's been an age since I've met you.....
*
How we would sync our forward steps....
The promises we made,
As the secrets slept....
Seems just like yesterday...
If only yesterday wasn't ages away....
Seems like today,
If only today were the same old days....
Hey Miss Storm,
Sorry for interrupting
Your busy life....
That sucked your breathin',
Dropped your ceilin'....
*
Know you're upset,
That I reached so late...
I cannot help,
Was caught up with my own fate....
Just heard they're sendin' the cyclone down....
And thought I'd rather wilt in this lovely town....
I know I'm a drifter but,
I'll be with you now....
Hey, Miss Storm...
Why don't you move your lips ??
I'd read them if you cannot speak....
A sign, an expression, or even a slap....
Animate yourself,
Don't fall off the map....
Ye, we will meet again...
I'm already walkin' in your lane...
I'm not that far,
And I'll never be...
We'll be soon sailin' in your sea....
Have heart, Miss Storm.....
No Other Me
[ Same Mistake - James Blunt ]
[ Love this piece. But still there's confusion.]
Can't really really get over her...
Might take long to be sober...
Trudgin' through the muck,
that lives beneath my feet....
I felt so yucky...
Now I feel so neat...
But the open trail I've left behind...
I'm bein' followed,
I am blind...
No other place I can think of...
No other face good enough...
No other me to turn to...
So I'll do what I cannot do....
*
And as it rains on a summer's night...
I feel amazed that
someone cried....
Not holdin' back emotions in the core...
Not goin' back anymore....
I walk along the thorns cuz i know
No other place i can think of....
No other face so good enough....
No other me I can turn to....
So I'll just do what I cannot do....
*
Had enough of the second chances....
Al I did was stare
As the moment dances....
Had enough of the carcasses...
They made me puke...
Didn't go down well with the masses....
*
The trees alive have been pruned...
A morning strive til the noon....
No sooner than you read this,
I'll be in the circle again....
Though I won't be missed....
So now again I speak sense....
Though synesthesia has slowly commenced....
Disturbin' me once again....
Causin' me to bloody weaken....
But I won't go....
Cuz I don't know....
No other place i can think of...
No other face so good enough...
No other me I can turn to....
So I'll go do whatever I cannot do....
'Til the skies won't turn blue....
'Til someone in gets the clue....
Or 'til the world turns back to you....
[ Love this piece. But still there's confusion.]
Can't really really get over her...
Might take long to be sober...
Trudgin' through the muck,
that lives beneath my feet....
I felt so yucky...
Now I feel so neat...
But the open trail I've left behind...
I'm bein' followed,
I am blind...
No other place I can think of...
No other face good enough...
No other me to turn to...
So I'll do what I cannot do....
*
And as it rains on a summer's night...
I feel amazed that
someone cried....
Not holdin' back emotions in the core...
Not goin' back anymore....
I walk along the thorns cuz i know
No other place i can think of....
No other face so good enough....
No other me I can turn to....
So I'll just do what I cannot do....
*
Had enough of the second chances....
Al I did was stare
As the moment dances....
Had enough of the carcasses...
They made me puke...
Didn't go down well with the masses....
*
The trees alive have been pruned...
A morning strive til the noon....
No sooner than you read this,
I'll be in the circle again....
Though I won't be missed....
So now again I speak sense....
Though synesthesia has slowly commenced....
Disturbin' me once again....
Causin' me to bloody weaken....
But I won't go....
Cuz I don't know....
No other place i can think of...
No other face so good enough...
No other me I can turn to....
So I'll go do whatever I cannot do....
'Til the skies won't turn blue....
'Til someone in gets the clue....
Or 'til the world turns back to you....
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Brainwash Sessions
[ The Road Not Taken - Robert Frost ]
They warned me that
I better behave myself....
Go strictly by the book,
Or they'll have me shelved....
A loud NO CAN DO was my answer...
They got me diagnosed with blood cancer....
Dyin' is the easy was out,
They'll keep me alive...
Dye red my doubts....
Brainwash me into playin' with the crowd,
The way they do...
The way they did...
The way I won't....
I'm not a kid.
Told me things would be okay...
If only I bend as they say...
Promised me gold on every way...
I'm not a sell out...
What's a sell out anyway?
I have these sessions,
Every damn hour...
They make me sick,
But they ain't tired to devour....
I stand my ground.
They stand on my mound.
A little more will,
And I'll straddle those clowns....
Raped my life..
Will surely return the favor...
They mock my words,
And say Whatever !
But today just won't be their day....
For today I won't for them lay....
And this'll be the story told everyday....
Soon I'll gather strength enough...
I know i'm outnumbered,
But I am tough....
And they'll be rushin' out,
With al their bluff stuff....
While I'll be alone smilin',
High up above.....
They warned me that
I better behave myself....
Go strictly by the book,
Or they'll have me shelved....
A loud NO CAN DO was my answer...
They got me diagnosed with blood cancer....
Dyin' is the easy was out,
They'll keep me alive...
Dye red my doubts....
Brainwash me into playin' with the crowd,
The way they do...
The way they did...
The way I won't....
I'm not a kid.
Told me things would be okay...
If only I bend as they say...
Promised me gold on every way...
I'm not a sell out...
What's a sell out anyway?
I have these sessions,
Every damn hour...
They make me sick,
But they ain't tired to devour....
I stand my ground.
They stand on my mound.
A little more will,
And I'll straddle those clowns....
Raped my life..
Will surely return the favor...
They mock my words,
And say Whatever !
But today just won't be their day....
For today I won't for them lay....
And this'll be the story told everyday....
Soon I'll gather strength enough...
I know i'm outnumbered,
But I am tough....
And they'll be rushin' out,
With al their bluff stuff....
While I'll be alone smilin',
High up above.....
Friday, June 15, 2012
Waitin' [2012-06-13, 2012-06-15]
[On The Fence - Matthew Good Band
My Best Theory - Jimmy Eat World]
Tightenin' the loose screws...
Tyin' up the laces...
Coverin' the old bruise...
Sure it's dark as hell,
And things seem tedious...
And hard to spell...
But I can surely tell...
Waitin' in a box tonight...
Handle with care,
I'm too fragile...
Take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
*
Through the hole...
Moonlight peers in...
A solace from my old cousin...
Everythin' will be fine...
Everythin' will go as planned...
Hate the butchers at the main gate...
And how they screw up
With everyone's fate...
For they keep 'em workin',
But not damage free...
But I'll be waitin' in this box tonight...
Handle with care,
I'm too fragile...
Take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
And I'll take care of the rest....
*
Its gonna happen soon...
If not what I want,
Then atleast what they croon...
Feel like a child set on a journey to the womb...
Though the mother is gone,
And they've hidden the tomb....
Just be waitin' in a box tonight...
Be kind and handle with care,
Life is too fragile...
So take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
I'm sure they'll do as I say.....
My Best Theory - Jimmy Eat World]
Tightenin' the loose screws...
Tyin' up the laces...
Coverin' the old bruise...
Sure it's dark as hell,
And things seem tedious...
And hard to spell...
But I can surely tell...
Waitin' in a box tonight...
Handle with care,
I'm too fragile...
Take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
*
Through the hole...
Moonlight peers in...
A solace from my old cousin...
Everythin' will be fine...
Everythin' will go as planned...
Hate the butchers at the main gate...
And how they screw up
With everyone's fate...
For they keep 'em workin',
But not damage free...
But I'll be waitin' in this box tonight...
Handle with care,
I'm too fragile...
Take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
And I'll take care of the rest....
*
Its gonna happen soon...
If not what I want,
Then atleast what they croon...
Feel like a child set on a journey to the womb...
Though the mother is gone,
And they've hidden the tomb....
Just be waitin' in a box tonight...
Be kind and handle with care,
Life is too fragile...
So take me to the destined place...
Don't drop me on the way...
I'm sure they'll do as I say.....
Ladders And Snakes
[Strange Days - Matthew Good Band]
( Believe in Deja Vu? )
How long til the hand moves?
And this shabby piece,
Sees the dawning light...
How long do I sit here?
Waitin' on an idea,
from a radio song...
The snakes maybe waitin' for you out there...
But there are enough ladders
to help you "double dare"...
Just have to move to land somewhere...
*
How long do I waste time?
Hopin' in the end it'll soon pay off...
How long do I prove wrong?
The voices that ask me,
When will I begin strong?
The snakes may have brought you down...
It won't be long til they hand you the crown...
Just gotta move to land somewhere sound....
*
How long can you take it?
Is it worth your life?
And al their shit?
How long will you sit here?
Wishin' and starin'
At the dull empty pit....
How long, How long?
It'll have to end,
When you finally begin....
And the snakes might be there,
Crossin' your way...
But they can't keep you
from treadin' your way....
The ladders will always bring you up....
Oh yes, they're enough to give them hiccups.....
How Long?
It's never too long...
Whether they bomb Hong Kong,
Or stretch up Shillong....
The ladders are there,
So keep movin' on...
Its time. Green lime.
The thinkin' stops and the doin' begins....
( Believe in Deja Vu? )
How long til the hand moves?
And this shabby piece,
Sees the dawning light...
How long do I sit here?
Waitin' on an idea,
from a radio song...
The snakes maybe waitin' for you out there...
But there are enough ladders
to help you "double dare"...
Just have to move to land somewhere...
*
How long do I waste time?
Hopin' in the end it'll soon pay off...
How long do I prove wrong?
The voices that ask me,
When will I begin strong?
The snakes may have brought you down...
It won't be long til they hand you the crown...
Just gotta move to land somewhere sound....
*
How long can you take it?
Is it worth your life?
And al their shit?
How long will you sit here?
Wishin' and starin'
At the dull empty pit....
How long, How long?
It'll have to end,
When you finally begin....
And the snakes might be there,
Crossin' your way...
But they can't keep you
from treadin' your way....
The ladders will always bring you up....
Oh yes, they're enough to give them hiccups.....
How Long?
It's never too long...
Whether they bomb Hong Kong,
Or stretch up Shillong....
The ladders are there,
So keep movin' on...
Its time. Green lime.
The thinkin' stops and the doin' begins....
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Change
The voices in my head everyday,
Gimme sleepless nights...
Demolish my way...
Yesterday was different though...
Whether for sure I have to know...
Its true these words have turned my enemies now...
This little world has to end somehow...
Gotta sort out al the chaos in me...
Hope its just a phase for me....
But a phase is the least this could be....
And when all my efforts go in vain,
I'll be back here forever again.....
Gimme sleepless nights...
Demolish my way...
Yesterday was different though...
Whether for sure I have to know...
Its true these words have turned my enemies now...
This little world has to end somehow...
Gotta sort out al the chaos in me...
Hope its just a phase for me....
But a phase is the least this could be....
And when all my efforts go in vain,
I'll be back here forever again.....
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Sad, Lonely, Stupid
[ The Competition - Kimya Dawson ]
Took the shortcut to my grave...
Thought I'd reach there before you...
But to my suprise,
You were already present...
White daisies that piss me off,
Compliment your smell that turns me on....
You don't notice as usual,
That I am not in...
You begin talkin'
And ask me how i feel...
But hey, pretty girl you really
Don't know what you're talkin'...
Well... Sad, lonely, stupid is,
What I feel al day...
I can't tell you...
Guess you know it...
Yet you wanna hear me say...
Say somethin' different,
For al the voices that you slay....
I get up in the mornin',
And see the daisies on my grave...
I never see them wither
Cuz you replace them everyday...
Then I scare people downtown,
As I speak like the breeze....
But I can't talk to you,
With you i'm never at ease....
And you always suprise me,
By reachin' my grave before me...
And ask me the same things,
You everyday ask me...
Well, Sad, lonely, stupid is,
What I feel al day....
I can't tell you...
Guess you know it...
Yet you wanna hear me say...
Say somethin' different,
For al the voices that you slay...
I missed you the first day...
I'll miss you everyday...
I can't leave with you...
Some promise that I made...
But I wanna be with you,
Though you would never hear me say...
Sad, lonely, stupid is
What I feel al day...
Gotta live with certain things,
Even after you are dead...
Had I known this,
I'd be with you today...
Had I stopped myself,
This wouldn't be my home today....
Took the shortcut to my grave...
Thought I'd reach there before you...
But to my suprise,
You were already present...
White daisies that piss me off,
Compliment your smell that turns me on....
You don't notice as usual,
That I am not in...
You begin talkin'
And ask me how i feel...
But hey, pretty girl you really
Don't know what you're talkin'...
Well... Sad, lonely, stupid is,
What I feel al day...
I can't tell you...
Guess you know it...
Yet you wanna hear me say...
Say somethin' different,
For al the voices that you slay....
I get up in the mornin',
And see the daisies on my grave...
I never see them wither
Cuz you replace them everyday...
Then I scare people downtown,
As I speak like the breeze....
But I can't talk to you,
With you i'm never at ease....
And you always suprise me,
By reachin' my grave before me...
And ask me the same things,
You everyday ask me...
Well, Sad, lonely, stupid is,
What I feel al day....
I can't tell you...
Guess you know it...
Yet you wanna hear me say...
Say somethin' different,
For al the voices that you slay...
I missed you the first day...
I'll miss you everyday...
I can't leave with you...
Some promise that I made...
But I wanna be with you,
Though you would never hear me say...
Sad, lonely, stupid is
What I feel al day...
Gotta live with certain things,
Even after you are dead...
Had I known this,
I'd be with you today...
Had I stopped myself,
This wouldn't be my home today....
I'll Hate Myself Even After I Die
[ The Competition - Kimya Dawson ]
Made me a cup of coffee
And poured it on my head
Thought I would scream n burn
But there was nothin that I said
I'm so fuckin' selfish
I'm so full of pretense
Whenever I strangle myself
I never end up dead
I got a few friends
That I don't deserve at al
Well I don't care
If they are there
Cuz I'm busy with my fall
When I was young
I did the one thing
I shouldn't have done
But I was naive
And starved
So I still carry on
I hit myself once with a rusted crowbar
From then i made sure
It would never be in my car
Never do I give up
When doin' wrong
Can't control myself
For I am too strong
Hit me hard with stones
I want myself swollen
But swollen is all i'll be
Can never bury my bones
No matter what I do
I wake up everyday
Drink a glass of water
And go the same old way
Everyone is doin' somethin or the other
And I am sittin false
Feelin' jealous for the first time
Someone kick me in my balls
I am so damn selfish
I cooked myself up
But I couldn't relish
I dream about bein' torn apart
But dreams never come true
All I do is think a while
and have sex with you
Whoever is readin'
What I am writin'
I'll screw your eyes
And you'll
Never see your next of kin
I want to kill myself
I can no more help
I'm a useless fuck
I've given al my luck
For al the ones who care
For al the ones who don't
I don't give a fuck
So let me stay alone
I say that I hate to lie
But lie is all I do
And Life without f
Is a lie really too
Maybe I'd get better
At holdin' my breath
maybe I'd just hang up
Before the main event
I need a perfect day
I have so much to say
But I am a coward inarticulate
So I'll just hate myself today
I'll just hate myself today.....
Made me a cup of coffee
And poured it on my head
Thought I would scream n burn
But there was nothin that I said
I'm so fuckin' selfish
I'm so full of pretense
Whenever I strangle myself
I never end up dead
I got a few friends
That I don't deserve at al
Well I don't care
If they are there
Cuz I'm busy with my fall
When I was young
I did the one thing
I shouldn't have done
But I was naive
And starved
So I still carry on
I hit myself once with a rusted crowbar
From then i made sure
It would never be in my car
Never do I give up
When doin' wrong
Can't control myself
For I am too strong
Hit me hard with stones
I want myself swollen
But swollen is all i'll be
Can never bury my bones
No matter what I do
I wake up everyday
Drink a glass of water
And go the same old way
Everyone is doin' somethin or the other
And I am sittin false
Feelin' jealous for the first time
Someone kick me in my balls
I am so damn selfish
I cooked myself up
But I couldn't relish
I dream about bein' torn apart
But dreams never come true
All I do is think a while
and have sex with you
Whoever is readin'
What I am writin'
I'll screw your eyes
And you'll
Never see your next of kin
I want to kill myself
I can no more help
I'm a useless fuck
I've given al my luck
For al the ones who care
For al the ones who don't
I don't give a fuck
So let me stay alone
I say that I hate to lie
But lie is all I do
And Life without f
Is a lie really too
Maybe I'd get better
At holdin' my breath
maybe I'd just hang up
Before the main event
I need a perfect day
I have so much to say
But I am a coward inarticulate
So I'll just hate myself today
I'll just hate myself today.....
Attachments
[Devil's Tears - Angus & Julia Stone]
[Now when I read this it seems like Why Does It Always Rain On Me - Travis]
I got no garment on...
I'm freezin' in the rain,
As it disguises my tears...
And mutes my pain...
Wanna turn around things,
But the rain won't stop...
A six year old wound's still bleedin'...
And the rain won't be my mop....
I want no attachments with me...
I don't deserve your shawl...
Sorry, never did justice to you al....
*
Broken glasses al over the road I tread...
Blitzkrieg cuts in my feet...
Hell would've seemed better,
But it won't offer me a seat.....
I want no attachments with me,
Never been good enough for you al....
Sorry, I ain't an angel standin' tall....
*
In a departmental store,
I kissed the devil's slutty wife...
Though her tongue was a rambo knife...
She still is eyein' me for some more....
*
Wanna soon play my final scene,
But the shrewd director isn't keen....
The audience loves my struggle...
So for a while more I'll be seen.....
Quoi qu'il arrive,
I want no attachments with me...
My stomach now aches...
It happens when i'm lying....
Tryin' hard to be a fake....
I want no attachments with me...
I've hidden myself from you.....
Don't deserve your affection,
I really tried to be true.....
[Now when I read this it seems like Why Does It Always Rain On Me - Travis]
I got no garment on...
I'm freezin' in the rain,
As it disguises my tears...
And mutes my pain...
Wanna turn around things,
But the rain won't stop...
A six year old wound's still bleedin'...
And the rain won't be my mop....
I want no attachments with me...
I don't deserve your shawl...
Sorry, never did justice to you al....
*
Broken glasses al over the road I tread...
Blitzkrieg cuts in my feet...
Hell would've seemed better,
But it won't offer me a seat.....
I want no attachments with me,
Never been good enough for you al....
Sorry, I ain't an angel standin' tall....
*
In a departmental store,
I kissed the devil's slutty wife...
Though her tongue was a rambo knife...
She still is eyein' me for some more....
*
Wanna soon play my final scene,
But the shrewd director isn't keen....
The audience loves my struggle...
So for a while more I'll be seen.....
Quoi qu'il arrive,
I want no attachments with me...
My stomach now aches...
It happens when i'm lying....
Tryin' hard to be a fake....
I want no attachments with me...
I've hidden myself from you.....
Don't deserve your affection,
I really tried to be true.....
Bilge Water
[ Lego House - Ed Sheeran]
I wish I were this person,
Who no one ever knew....
Who lurked outside their houses...
And beautifully drew....
I wish I were this person,
Who never stood a chance...
Did the Cha Cha Cha when in trouble...
Didn't know any other dance....
All worth the sanity is,
Never worth anythin' at all...
Whether you're a damsel in distress...
Or some princess in a ball....
*
I wish I were this person,
Who didn't have a clue,
Of where he is walkin'
Under their voodoo....
But all worth the sanity,
Is never anythin' worth at al...
Whether you're hangin' from the top...
Or at the bottom of the fall....
*
We can't be who we want to...
We're unhappy with who we are...
We got pride, we got lust...
Al these endless sins in us we thrust...
Til we hit the dust....
*
I wish I were this person,
Who never committed that one little crime...
Was careful in his sixteenth...
Never swimmed in slime....
All worth the sanity,
Is never worth anythin' at al...
You pray to be free....
But you were just bought from the mall...
All worth the sanity,
Is never worth anythin' at al...
Whether you're fightin' villains...
Or answerin' a friend's call.....
I wish I were this person,
Who no one ever knew....
Who lurked outside their houses...
And beautifully drew....
I wish I were this person,
Who never stood a chance...
Did the Cha Cha Cha when in trouble...
Didn't know any other dance....
All worth the sanity is,
Never worth anythin' at all...
Whether you're a damsel in distress...
Or some princess in a ball....
*
I wish I were this person,
Who didn't have a clue,
Of where he is walkin'
Under their voodoo....
But all worth the sanity,
Is never anythin' worth at al...
Whether you're hangin' from the top...
Or at the bottom of the fall....
*
We can't be who we want to...
We're unhappy with who we are...
We got pride, we got lust...
Al these endless sins in us we thrust...
Til we hit the dust....
*
I wish I were this person,
Who never committed that one little crime...
Was careful in his sixteenth...
Never swimmed in slime....
All worth the sanity,
Is never worth anythin' at al...
You pray to be free....
But you were just bought from the mall...
All worth the sanity,
Is never worth anythin' at al...
Whether you're fightin' villains...
Or answerin' a friend's call.....
Monday, June 4, 2012
Tenants
[Indefinitely - Travis]
We're in bed...
I'm holdin' you,
And the clock, seems so dead....
You struggle like a feather...
I kiss your eyes,
As we snuggle together....
The night will soon be over....
Little gasps and moans....
We'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
*
The morning breaks into a song...
Wants us to sing along...
But we're lazy gods today....
You open your eyes...
You find me by your side...
This'll happen everyday....
And the night maybe over,
With little gasps and moans...
But we'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
*
We won't go bag and baggage...
Cuz we have none...
I'll always hold your hand...
Come a million twists and turns....
*
We're the tenants over here...
Got to pay the rent for living...
We'll never live in fear....
We're back in our bed...
Wonderin' what will be...
Knowin' nothin' at al...
Just waitin' to be free....
The night will soon be over,
With little gasps and moans...
We'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
Closer forever...,
Forever we've known....
We're in bed...
I'm holdin' you,
And the clock, seems so dead....
You struggle like a feather...
I kiss your eyes,
As we snuggle together....
The night will soon be over....
Little gasps and moans....
We'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
*
The morning breaks into a song...
Wants us to sing along...
But we're lazy gods today....
You open your eyes...
You find me by your side...
This'll happen everyday....
And the night maybe over,
With little gasps and moans...
But we'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
*
We won't go bag and baggage...
Cuz we have none...
I'll always hold your hand...
Come a million twists and turns....
*
We're the tenants over here...
Got to pay the rent for living...
We'll never live in fear....
We're back in our bed...
Wonderin' what will be...
Knowin' nothin' at al...
Just waitin' to be free....
The night will soon be over,
With little gasps and moans...
We'll still be closer,
In a world we don't own....
Closer forever...,
Forever we've known....
Saturday, June 2, 2012
Untitled 3
These things you fear...
You're devourin' fear...
Your pretense is now bleedin'....
Can't hold it within,
Stitch your skin,
Your thirst for dyphenhydramine....
The world revolves,
You quench your thirst...
The eye lids are fallin'...
One last rise,
The windows closed...
Secrets are now killin'....
But you need some more...
You'll die for more....
dyphenhydramine....
Think of peace...
A peace that excites...
For peace we can't fight...
"Ejaculate, ejaculate",
Chants the masturbation....
Break it once...
Can't break it again...
The hymen spits on you...
The sweat mixes...
You're tired shit
You're a pile of goo...
Vertigo comes over...
She decipates your vision....
You're in a fix...
You're in a fix...
I'm just a hallucination....
You're devourin' fear...
Your pretense is now bleedin'....
Can't hold it within,
Stitch your skin,
Your thirst for dyphenhydramine....
The world revolves,
You quench your thirst...
The eye lids are fallin'...
One last rise,
The windows closed...
Secrets are now killin'....
But you need some more...
You'll die for more....
dyphenhydramine....
Think of peace...
A peace that excites...
For peace we can't fight...
"Ejaculate, ejaculate",
Chants the masturbation....
Break it once...
Can't break it again...
The hymen spits on you...
The sweat mixes...
You're tired shit
You're a pile of goo...
Vertigo comes over...
She decipates your vision....
You're in a fix...
You're in a fix...
I'm just a hallucination....
Friday, June 1, 2012
Childhood
[ Can think of a better title please? ]
There used to be a happy age,
Called "childhood"...
That grew up in vain....
Now we're knockin' on wood....
Now we're knockin' on wood....
There seems to be a faint smile,
When I hear "childhood"....
It spread too much....
Now it repels at touch....
Now it repels at touch....
Return to me, I order you....
I'll compel you til,
You don't come through.....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow....
It wasn't my age,
just the show.....
*
There used to be an innocent phase,
Called "childhood"...
It's a blurred face...
Now i wanna act it again....
I wanna act it again....
So return the key, I order you...
For I can't break the door...
I can't break my home....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow !
It wasn't my age,
just the show....
*
There used to be an open ground,
Called "childhood"...
I'd run round and round....
Now I stand in a box....
Now I stand in a box....
So return to me, I order you...
I'll compel you til,
You won't come through.....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow !
It wasn't the age,
Just the show....
I order you to give me the key !
For once I wanna see...
What it used to be...
I'm grown now....
Now I wanna grow back....
There used to be a happy age,
Called "childhood"...
That grew up in vain....
Now we're knockin' on wood....
Now we're knockin' on wood....
There seems to be a faint smile,
When I hear "childhood"....
It spread too much....
Now it repels at touch....
Now it repels at touch....
Return to me, I order you....
I'll compel you til,
You don't come through.....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow....
It wasn't my age,
just the show.....
*
There used to be an innocent phase,
Called "childhood"...
It's a blurred face...
Now i wanna act it again....
I wanna act it again....
So return the key, I order you...
For I can't break the door...
I can't break my home....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow !
It wasn't my age,
just the show....
*
There used to be an open ground,
Called "childhood"...
I'd run round and round....
Now I stand in a box....
Now I stand in a box....
So return to me, I order you...
I'll compel you til,
You won't come through.....
What was I thinkin',
When I said I wanna grow !
It wasn't the age,
Just the show....
I order you to give me the key !
For once I wanna see...
What it used to be...
I'm grown now....
Now I wanna grow back....
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