My Notes

[ This Isn't Everything You Are - Snow Patrol]

[ The drama ends when the breathin' stops....with bated breath, the curtain drops....]

Can't stand the pain anymore....
It has now reduced my height....
And all I do is cry some more,
But the cry doesn't reach the mighty sky.....

Think of the times,
When things were good....
When what I saw,
Was what I understood....

Wanna go back again there...
Though the pain was there...
But it wasn't what it is now....

As I laugh my heart out with close ones,
Hidin' the yellin' implosions....
I realise that I'll miss 'em soon...
As soon as we part our ways to go home....

Killin' my breathin every night....
Can't find the courage to stay still....
The sheet's wrapped 'round my neck,
As I lay on my bed...
Fearin' what will come.....

And the sun rises the next day....
I hear the birds chirp...
Try to bring in the light into my eyes...
But the darkness is there with every blink....

It's bringin' me down now...
It's makin' me bow...

It's seems unavoidable...
The fight's soon gonna be lost, and...
I'll soon be a fable....

Queen B [Co-writer: Vidhi]

[ The Scientist - Coldplay ]

Took a walk in the park nearby....
Sat on the bench a while...
Pondered over my world,
As their selfish world went by....

Too much contemplatin',
Mummifies the moments past....
Too much forgettin',
Makes sure nothin' lasts....

I see an open green wooden box,
On the bench i'm sittin' on....
Soon as i'm out of my drunken state...

A bee lyin' inside it...
Fast asleep in a blanket...
A tear drops on her sunny face...

Then she wakes up...
The puzzle breaks up...
Yawns and rises to my hand...

Sits starin' with me...
At the people that pass us by...
As the world 'round us went by....

Was never lone, never alone...
But never was so at peace with someone...
Was a bit open to company....
But never was I this close nor that far.....

Think I'll never let you go far.....

Comes close and stings me....
Is that a handshake?
Have I messed up the tenses?
Is this some sort of a new start?

Relish the nectar...
Transportation in the pollen sector....
"What time is it?", she busily asks....

Months just flew by....
I felt the wind in my hair....
Months swiftly flew by....
As her wings began to tear......

Is this gonna be the end?
No longer will I ever pretend....

Is this the end for you again?
Why doesn't the Queen ever complain?

I'm not as strong as you are....
I'll never let you go far....

We are now a highly strung guitar....

I still walk the park nearby....
Sit a while on the bench....
With a green wooden box in my hand....

Not contemplatin'...
Not riskin' forgettin'...
My waitin' eyes look up at the yellow that burns....

It should have been my turn....

Come back again I'll still never run....

Doesn't Matter

[ To the most awesomest person i've known....]

Doesn't matter if,
The world stops turnin'...
We never gave a damn....
And We never will....
Doesn't matter if,
The angels are burnin'....
For the devils are waitin' ready...
Dressed to kill....

[ What matters Is
Only You and Me...
We'll fight every evil,
we can or can't see...

What matters really
Is just You and Me....
We've together paid
the "guilty" Forever Fee]
*
Doesn't matter if
We ain't how they are...
Cuz they still hurt
And have deep scars...

Doesn't matter if
The sun won't shine...
We'll make everythin we see,
Look very damn fine...

[ What matters Is
Only You and Me...
We'll fight every evil,
We can or can't see...

What matters really
Is just You and Me....
We've together paid
the "guilty" Forever Fee]
*
Doesn't matter at al...
Al that mattered once...
We were quick yet they called us Dunce...

Doesn't matter how
Our end's gonna be...
We ain't tied to the process,
We ARE FREE...

[What matters now,
Is You and Me...
And our elated camaraderie....

What matters really,
Is You and Me...
Cuz we've together paid,
The "guilty" Forever Fee]

How To Cheer Up A Female Friend [2012-05-27, 2012-05-28, 2012-05-30]

__
[Where's Allen?]
[Good ya'll came. He's there in the backyard. Depressed since noon....]
***
[Hey Allen! Wassup?
Why the long face?]
Oh..Nothing...
[There is somethin' wrong!]
Uh..Nothin' really.
*Glares* TELL US !!

Uh...okay! Just that She's sad. And....I Wish i could cheer her up !

[She's sad? She's sad !! She's sad, she's sad, she's sad, she's saaaaaaaaaaaddddd !!!!]

[Hey Chris! The fella's sad cuz SHE is sad!! Hahahaha]

[ Enough with the funny! Maybe we can help]

[Hmmm..let me think...
Maybe you shud write a letter,
To suck in the "fretter"...
That'd make her feel better....
And a box of chocolates wud just be Wow!]

Yeah, read that on wikiHOW !!

I need somethin' real...
Somethin' as true as I feel....
But I just can't think of anythin' now....

By the way,
I tried to write a letter....
But my dog found the better....
So i'm in no mood to write cheesy again !!

[Over here it says...
"Girls love to hit the dance floor"]
The kind of mood she's in....
She'd rather hit me on the floor....

[Sayin' PIKACHU makes a girl chuckle]
Right! If I say it once more i'll get her knuckles...

[This one suggests...
Stand naked outside her window]
Is that supposed to be funny ?? Ha. Ha. Ha.

[ Just get her somethin' special then !!!]
But there's nothin' special for a girl so welllllllllllllllllllll !!

*Sigh*
Isn't there somethin' I can do?
Rather than just STFU......
Just sprinkle some grains of happiness,
Clean her out of the turmoiled mess....

[ Why don't you just go meet her ?!
Take some flowers to greet her...
That would really cheer her up and make her day]

O yeah ?!
But she wouldn't take the call....
She's like a closed up stall...
No reply to the texts I sent...
A bunch of flowers would just be a sneeze vent....

Hope she's not so for long....

*Message beep*
*Can we meet?
Please say "No"....
You don't have to agree with me anymore....*

She MESSAGED !! She MESSAGEDDDDD !!!!

*YES. Comin' by six*

So STOP you al fanatics!!
Goin' to drive her crazy at 6....
She's okay and just needs to walk....

A "NO THANK YOU" for your googled suggestions...
Wouldn't have even benefited a lion's skin...
Now forgive me, for I have to leave....

[She's okay? Just like that... A walk?]
Uh huh...
[Okay..see ya!]
See ya on the stars.....!!

[ Hey Frank my man... Could you please google how to uncheer a cheered up boy cuz of a cheered up girl? ]
[I'm on it....]
...............THE END..............

What's To Become....?

[Stuck In Sadville. Thank you Bryan Adams for comin out of nowhere to complete this mediocre shit]

We walked for miles...
Even crossed the Nile...
But never turned our heads,
To see what's behind....
Yeah, we were scared...

We left our homes,
With suitcases full of hope....
Lost them somewhere on our way...
We lost what we had to say...

What are we doin?
Where are we goin?
This isn't the end
That's al I can assure....

Got to keep movin'...
Despite the whoopin'....
Til we've got feet,
And have the heart to go....
*
Hardly anyone we've met,
Wasn't dipped deep in sticky regret....
But we are different...
We can't hav the same fate....

The middle finger's shown to us...
As usual pointin' to the sky....
Bend the bone backwards this time,
Use it as our guide....

What are we doin'?
Where are we goin'?
What's to become
of us Think-alikes?

Got to keep movin'...
Despite the whoopin'...
This isn't the end...
That's al I can assure...

Pace ourselves a bit
Pull ourselves out of this shit....
'Cause we've got feet,
And have the heart to go....

What's to become of what we couldn't become?
Do we still have time to chew the gum....?
What's to become
of us Think-alikes.....?

Undefined

[ Seekir - Zola Jesus ]

You'll never know,
What I hide....
I'll never tell,
It isn't there inside...

Perfect size...
Perfect lies......

A perfect chance,
To seize the lance...
To slash the wrist,
Before you bump the fist...

There's only you...
You're nothin' inside...
In the queue,
To raise the tide....

Stuck with yourself.
No one to help....

Stuck in the grey area....
Leash around your neck....
You're pulled firmly back,
To the old hysteria....

You still wanna know...
The thing I hide...
A cotton candy goes waste on a dandy ride....

Knowin' (2012-05-27, 2012-05-28)

[ Seekir - Zola Jesus
No Matter What - Papa Roach
Born Free - Kid Rock]
[ Writin' from Sadville...!!!! Knowin' it didn't turn out what I wanted it to be...]

Hey. Just stopped by to say Hey...
Day. Isn't it beautiful today?
So how and what you doin' these times?
Busy puttin' up with all those mimes?

Okay...I don't know what i'm sayin',
Maybe cuz I don't know what to say....

Anyways,
'Twas nice knowin' you....
Now just have to say goodbye,
Knowin' you'll never be here like today...
Knowin' In the rear view you'll soon fade away....
Excuse me.....,
Think I got somethin' in my eye.....
*
Speak. Too much silence will grow you weak....
You speak. As words get stuck on your lips.. Soft lips....

And then You ask if we were meant to be,
Why did it al go this way?
I say if we are meant to be...
We'll meet again some other day....

Anyways,
'Twas nice knowin' you...
Now just have to say goodbye,
Knowin' tomorrow might never be like today...
Knowin' In the rear view you'll soon fade away....
Excuse me.....,
Think I got somethin' in my eye.....
*
I'll miss al the games that we played...
And I'll miss al the arguments we made...
A flyin' kiss to the nights that you stayed
And the dues we paid....

All I'll hate is,
Knowin' we can't unknow what we've known....
*
So I guess, I guess I gotta make a move....
Here. I Have somethin' I thought you'd like...
Open it when i'm gone in the smokin' groove....

Well, There's so much I wanna say....
That I won't 'em say today...
So I'll hope to find you again in my way......

Anyways,
'Twas nice knowin' you....
Now just have to say goodbye,
Knowin' its a hard word to say...
Knowin' In the rear view you'll soon fade away....
Excuse me.....,
Think I got somethin' in my eye.....

Hopes and Stars [2012-05-24, 2012-05-26]

[Papa Roach - No Matter What]
(Hope i've got the words right...)

As the Sun sinks in the ocean...
As the eerie Night slips in to cover the light....
The meadows turn discoloured and dim...
The birds are on a homeward bound flight....

But I'll be there waitin' in the dark....
Gazin' wearily at the sky....
Joinin' the twinklin' specks....
Hopin' they'd evince your silhouette...

The last moment we shared....
The last time we cared...
Time was al we had,
But didn't make much of it, did we?
Cuz we were busy together livin' separate lives....

And How we slipped away,
Into distinct clefts....
Your's somewhere up high, mine down below...
But I came out for you...
As I realised in my fall,
How I'd once fallen for you...
'Twas too late till then....

So now I'm here with my hopes al high...
Knowin' you feel the same....
So I'll continue my wait,
For the moment when you finally come down....

Cuz I know you'll be back.....
My fiery cowgirl....
Ridin' on a star......
As you "hee haw" in the atmosphere....
Your cat eyes eager to meet mine....
Outshinin' the earthly lights....
Your smile beamin' in galaxies far n wide....
When you snare me in your bliss....
And we'll share a long wet kiss....
......As this curious world wonders and watches.....

Once Called "Life"

[The White Stripes - We're Going To Be Friends]

There's a road I reckon, to my left...
Full of trials and very deep clefts....
The way out is here on my right....
But to stay on is the biggest fight....

This is somethin' I once called "Life"....
And It's a bitch in each and every size....
*
Got some dirt in your eye tonight...
Clean it out or you won't feel alright...
But Rubbin' your eyes just makes you cry....

This is somethin' I once called "Life"....
And It's a bitch in every available size....
*
I am not my favorite person...
Nary a bit...
I am down. I am worsenin'
But I never give up....
Difficulty: Easy is for suckers....
Baby, We were born to get it hard !!!
*
Nightmarish days. Horrendous fights...
Folks question. You stay quiet...
You're in love. But still you lie...
Struggle much to reach up high...
Moments stirred with laugh and cry....

This is somethin' I once called "Life"....
There's more to it...
BUT It's a bitch in every available size !!
'Til you die...

Untitled. Alone. Pissed.

Hey beautiful, with lips held strong...
You so faintly seal,
A time traveled wrong....

As a fallin' angel,
Lands on a dying star....
Permeates and smiles,
In the supernova....
The secret ingredient,
lost in the broth....
Your blood now drips,
from the woollen cloth....

Screamin' voices, in a humungous vault...
Access to 'em, denied to al....
Give me the key,
The combination....
Take me in,
I'll allay the commotion.....
*
You trust no one,
under the moon and sun....
As you run....
Besotted with non-existence,
Confined in this ditched place....

Screamin' voices, in a humungous vault...
Access to 'em, denied to al....
Give me the key,
The combination....
Take me in,
I'll allay the commotion.....

The pain will subside...
The pain will subside...
There's no need to hide....
I'm on your side.....
You're not alone.

They're Here

[ "We acquire the strength we have overcome" - Ralph Waldo Emerson]

The enemies are comin'....
They're comin' for us....
Wish we were prepared....
Maybe we still got time....

Whatever may come,
We won't go down...
Not without a fight....
How deep may be the wounds,
We'll stay strong....
*
They've infiltrated our domain...
Think I hear their footsteps....
Hide under the bed,
We'll plan our act...
No cheap sacrifices,
We'll wisely attack...

Whatever may come,
We won't go down...
Not without a fight....
How deep be the wounds,
We'll stay strong....
Gotta stay strong....
*
Hush... They're here...
They seem powerful...
They got no reason....
And We got no choice....
So let's go SOLDIERS !!!
Fight 'til they're gone....

Whatever may come,
We won't go down....
Not 'til we bring 'em down....
How deep be the wounds,
We'll stay strong....
*
They're quite overwhelmin'....
We're overwhelmin' within....
Like the diaphragm differences,
In special relationships....

So whatever may come,
We won't go down....
Not 'til we bring 'em down....
How deep be the wounds,
We'll stay strong....
We'll stay strong.....

Puttin' My Foot Down [Co-written by Vidhi]

[Radiohead - Creep]

"The only reason i put up wid you n 99% ppl in my life !! So you fuck off !! go to hell !! Dnt expect me to come arnd this time !! Im done !!! Im nt even gonna feel bad later !! Ive got this shit off my chest for good. Dnt hav to pretend you're a 'Friend' anymore ! Good luck wid ur life !"


Recieved your love in the mornin',
Was a bit surprised...
Thought it'd be good...
Dunno whether it was good...
Cuz it raised a new WHY?

So this is how it ends?
Shit washed off your chest....
Socks taken off your legs....
As the make up runs off your face....
Was this meant to end?
Cuz YOU were really a friend...

[Well, nothin' changes...
Things won't happen your way....
I'm puttin' my foot down now...
I'm breakin' the silence....]
*
I never pretended...
Had an idea that you did....
Hoped you would stop....
And you tried hard,
Yet I gave you shit....
And you exploded on me....

[Well, nothin' changes...
Things won't happen your way....
I'm puttin' my foot down now...
I'm breakin' the silence....]
*
Could we start it al over?
With your permission...
Could we hang out sober?
Drinkin' nuclear fission....

Said you won't feel bad....
You'd not feel sad....(would you?)
But i'll go mad, losin' a friend I always had....

[Well, nothin' changes...
Things won't happen your way....
I'm puttin' my foot down now...
I'm breakin' the silence....]
*
Hmmm... Things were never normal...
We deep dived in anomalies....
We're not together...
But we'll be 'round forever....

[Cuz nothin' changes...
Things won't happen your way....
I'm puttin' my foot down now...
I'm breakin' the silence....
And we'll soon again talk no sense.....]

Old Man Johnson Kills

[Do Not Read This]


Old Man Johnson coughs in his palms...
Nudity keeps him calm...
His beard itches, makes erotic calls...
Misses the days of nightfall.....

Ditched long back for a man across,
Has to suffice now with sleepin' alone...
She took his bed as he turned his head,
And peed in the garden shed...

Old Man Johnson is Al Cheapo,
Refused to fair pay the whore....
She crushed his toe,
Climbed onto his back,
Pulled his hair,
Gave him a good whack....
Kicked his nucleus,
Way to go !! (Bitch)

Now he teaches the kids to watch, learn and play,
This isn't his plan for everyday...

So he gets up in the middle...
Take his shotgun out,
Heads to the man across...

Shoots him in the middle and the head above,
His body is still not gross....
(That flipped him out)

Sells the shotgun,
Pays the wretched whore her dues,
Minus damages and a big fuck you....
(Should've killed her too)

As he gets back home,
He finds some eager guests...
Now off to the town jail forever to rest....
(Goodbye)

Its night time now, he covers up his grunt....
The town hears his moan when he's done....
(Goodnight Suckers !! There's more to come)
(Hahaha)

Rid Me

It's 1:00 am yet I ain't asleep...
Starin' at the ceilin,
As my thoughts take a leap....

This fantasy world,
Has taken a toll...
...On all the soft scruples as they,
Hit the thorny roofed stalls....

The fan spins like an Earth fast forward...
Air scything sound as the crickets are unheard...

The wardrobes are open...
Come hang me in...
Sick of the reflection,
Sick of the sin....

Pray rid me of this hell...
I'll try not to yell...
As it turns darker,
And no more can I tell...
I promise i'll stay mum,
I might even go numb....
But I can't pay you any worthy sum....

The clocks still tickin',
Don't pay no heed...
A double negative..
A ragin' feelin to seed...
....while the moon aligns the stars vertical...
Better begin countin' before he is done...

Before i'm minced by the raptor above...
Before the sheets wrap up the doubts...
A good riddance to my rottin' self,
A harsh goodbye as I burn down the shelf....

Pray rid me of this hell....
I'll try not to yell...
The sooner its over the better I tell....
The better its done,
This battle'll seem won...
The lesser i'll yearn....
The lesser i'll churn...

....And the shorter i'll struggle,
As nothin' is learned....

Lucky Loser [2012-04-24, 2012-04-26, 2012-04-28, 2012-05-21, 2012-05-22]

Wind up late as always, as usual..
Wow. gum stuck under my shoes !!
Enter class: The Lousy Geek..
Treated like the everyday booze..

A cliched fall on my nose..
Is not the most supercool intro!
Well fuck those pimps n their wayward legs..
Got me an awesum story to peg..

[All my life i've sucked at things...
Now you're here,
I'm a lucky loser....
Had enough of what ppl think....
One hand distance,
and we're getting closer.....]
*
Wait a minute, wait a minute...
Are you the same Jane,
who slapped my head once with a bent cane?

Oh I get it now, you're back for Round 2...
Ain't gonna let you do whatever you wanna do...

[Things just couldn't seem to get any worse...
Now you're here,
I'm still a loser....
Had enough of being under the curse....
I can see things comin', i'm a presager.....]
*
Snowball, snowball coming my way...
Haha... dodged it, tsk tsk plan FAILED !!
Ah... Didn't see the next one though...
You're gonna have to pay for this babe !!

[All my life i've sucked at things....
Havin' a girl trouble....
Am I a lucky loser?
Had enough of slippin on the rink....
Keep a good distance,
That'll be safer.....]
*
Another day, another ride...
Another new step, out to skin my hide...
Bored of such drowned existence...
Wanna travel the distance....

Mundane mondays, Monochromic eyes...
A Well Respected life would the biggest surprise...
That's al folks..i'm done tonight...
Maybe i'll just go and fly a kite...

[All my life does is suck at everything....
Now you're here,
Maybe I'm a lucky loser....
Had enough of wrestling your wings....
One hand distance,
and we'll even get closer.....]

#C

[Can't seem to get the peg solitaire comparison right..]

To die a known or an unknown death?
Can't close 'em in your fists and decide...
Both don't matter,
Both seem false...
Both seek your hide...
So long as you get the gist...
So good yet seems the latter....

To walk a road on your own...
To build something with your bones...
Cold as an ice cream in a cone...
Eager like an elongated wait on the phone....

To live a game of solitaire or chess?
A puzzlin' chaos in itself...
A breath, a groan, a moan, a yelp....
One played to survive alone...
The other fought til the battle's not won....

Every Once In A While....

Every once in a while you've been asked a simply difficult WHY....
Every once in a while there's a moment that makes you sigh....

Every once in a while your dreams are crushed for the other's good....
Every once in a while you care for someone you thought you understood....

Every once in a while you try to get over your past....
Every once in a while you are forced to feel an outcast....

Every once in a while there's a flower that blooms for you....
Every once in a while you want to begin life anew....

She's Gone

[AAR - Affection, Gonzo]

She'd been there with me in al my strides...
She'd been my half, we kinda shared the same ride...

She taught me to play out all the bad days...
She's the reason I wanna see everyday...

And after formin' al the secret handshakes together...
After being so close, no matter what weather....

She...

She's gone....
And I feel like going too...
Knowing She's alone...
Yet now there's nothing I can do....
*
My eyes were once pourin' and She kissed my tears...
The most touching thing anyone'd done for me in years...

She made me believe there's somethin' called as love...
She made me believe that when I loved to give up...

And after al the high and low jumps we've shared...
After al the homecoming evils together we snared...

She....

She's gone.....
Wish I could've stopped you...
Maybe She's alone...
Wishin' I was there with her too....

She's gone...
Leaving me with absolutely no clue...
Just hope She isn't alone...
With people around, many or few...
*
She was an angel for me sent down to jive...
Without her in my life I don't want to survive....

And after al the times we rose up from our downs...
After al the times we never failed to be around...

She....

She's gone...
I just want her happy al through...
But what if she's alone...
Wish there was somethin' I could do...
To stop al the clocks...
And just be there with you.....

Wanted: God or An Angel [Co-writer: Vidhi]

Fallen in the dark alleys...
This place goes uglier with each blink...
Overlooked smokes swirl to death...
Foul smell out to fink...

Oh God, Where art thou?
Atleast could you send an angel down?
Need some help with movin' now...
There isn't much fun around...
*
The trees are now wild and thorny...
Al they do is creep on you...
Even your shadow never walks with you...
The morning isn't anymore what I knew...

Oh God, Where art thou?
Atleast could you send an angel down?
Its gettin' a tad too burdensome...
There isn't much growth around...
*
The dim streetlights try to glow sane...
The clouds are now pitch black...
Yet no rain to cleanse your pain...
As silver linings hit the sack....

Oh God, Where art thou?
Atleast could you send an angel down?
Its not what it used to be...
There isn't much light around....

Just Friends

I see you're sad...
Watchin' you makes me sad too...
Wish that I could take it al away...

You see me smile,
Watchin' me makes you smile too...
Wish this smile would never fade away...

We're just friends,
At wit's end...
We're in this forever...

No amends...
Always 'round the bend...
We'll be this crazy forever...
*
Time flies so high...
Jump high enough to hold it tight...
Its al we have at our disposal...

Oh don't you ever cry...
No, we'll never say goodbye...
Its a promise, I'll always stand by...

We're just friends,
At wit's end...
We're in this forever...

No amends...
Always 'round the bend...
We'll be this crazy forever...
*
One day you'll be old...
I'll be then as old as you...
Might get difficult to converse...
Still plot our dubious plans for better or worse....

We're just friends,
At wit's end...
We're in this forever...

No amends...
Always 'round the bend...
Yeah, we'll be this crazy forever...and ever....and ever..Amen.

Rise And Shine

Tie the knot today...
Let the noose tighten up...
Let it serve its purpose to stop...

Dreams fell off your pockets...
You were so clumsy on your way...
Tarnished hopes and a blemished soul...
Now you're before time for the funeral...

Shut yourself in your cell...
When they sound the death knell...
Change your mind...
Erase the door...
Before they ring the doorbell...

In a conflict with yourself...
One hand on your shoulder...
While the other's just handy to grab your neck...

You better make up your mind soon...
Your not a bane but a boon...
You just don't realise it yet...
So don't have any regrets...

Think a less, for a change...
Draw the white line again...
Walk on it, sober up a bit...
You'll make it sooner or later...

Below the ground...
You'd feel safe and sound...
But you'd always stay down...
Get up now, rise and shine....
Everythin' will turn out fine...
Get up now, rise and shine....
There's no end to the line...

Wonderin'

Was at the crossroads...
Sick of al the happenings...
Suckin' on the dreaded feelings...

That's when you caught my sight...
You were on the otherside...
You were tying up your hair...
Looked tired waiting for the bus...

And suddenly, I didn't care,
in the day what went awry...
You were there, I just stared...
Wonderin' where were you off to?
*
So I walked to your side...
Kept a one hand distance...
Waitin' for the bus that you'd take...

Thought I'd talk to you...
But my mouth felt stitched n glued...
Difficulty in breathing too...

And suddenly, you asked me...
Does the moon seem larger?
I didn't know what to say...
More like I wasn't allowed to...
Yeah, You were there, I just stared...
Still Wonderin' where were you off to?
*
Pushed the words out.. but in vain,
So just responded with an affirmative nod...
You gave back a smile,
And al I did was follow suit...
My mouth still tightly sewed...

Silence for a while...
Then we began to smile again...
Both at ease,
Admirin' the werewolf's moon...

And suddenly, you asked me one more question...
And sillily, al the trees tried their best to answer...
...While I just stared, you just stared...
Wonderin' where were we off to?

There Goes Lifeh

Grey wonder on sturdy platinum wings..
Tiny heart that'll topple dynasties..
Rising above the unfathomable..
For real, No myth, No fable..

Heads up !! There goes Lifeh...
To liven up the dicey..
There'll be no sad face in the populace..

No fretting, no suicides,
If taken far on the wrong ride..
Lifeh will be there to save the day...x2
*
Cowards take the easy route out,
Legends just live hard everyday..
Lifeh feels there's more to life than just breathin',
In and out...

Well, Heads up!! There goes Lifeh..
To liven up the dicey..
There'll be no sad face in the populace..

No fretting, no suicides,
If taken far on the wrong ride..
Lifeh will be there to save the day...x2
*
Teenagers and adults al alike..
Someday fear a lot, it drives em with fun..
Lifeh wants to end this alright..
He just.. Wants to fill em with this thing called "life",
to the brim...

(However repetitive this may sound..)
Heads up !! There goes Lifeh...
To liven up the dicey..
There'll be no sad face in the populace..

No fretting, no suicides,
If taken far on the wrong ride..
Lifeh will be there to save the day...x2

All You've Known

( My Eyes - Travis. Hate using other tunes. Hate songs stuck in my head !! Anyways now feel like i got nothin more to say..)

Weary and dreary..
From the bad weather in your mind..
Lately you've been going blind..

Anger on those pink lips..
Sucker punch with just your finger tips..
You're turning wilder by the day..

[Get me through, get me through..
I Hear your cry..
You're not alone..though no one else,
Hears your cry..

A distorted screech that bellows and soon dies..
You are on your own..
That's al you have known.]
*
Good to look up in the skies..
Never do they fall like us..
And never do they even lie..

Been always nice..
So you wonder why this happens?
Succumbed to al the vice..
Choked as the knot unties..

[Get me through, get me through..
I Hear your cry..
You're not alone..though no one else,
Hears your cry..

A distorted screech that bellows and soon dies..
You are on your own..
That's al you have known.]
*
Riding on the waves..
Heart remembers al that you could never wave off..

Diving in the caves,
the darkness makes you feel very much at home..

[Get me through, get me through..
I Hear your cry..
You're not alone..though no one else,
Hears your cry..

A distorted screech that bellows and soon dies..
You are on your own..
That's al you have known.]

Whatever Happened To Jennifer Connie?

Wakes up to the alarm at 7 o'clock,
Puts it on snooze and she dreams her walk..
Her day begins on roller skates...
Hurries up her chores, she's again too late..
Hates the lipstick and we hate her clothes..
Heads to work steadily on her toes..

That was the last time we stalked that girl..
Now we miss that cutie angel curls !!

Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
That duchess nose and
flat tummy..
Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
Last i heard she loved macaroni..
*
Yeah she's the light in our dark waters..
Whoever chased, never seemed to've caught her..
5 foot 2, you could call her petite..
Late in the day she still looked meat..

That was the last time we stalked that girl,
Now we miss her damn booty swirl !!

Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
Word on the street: just another phony !
Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
Did she get humped by the playboy bunny?
*
Had quite an affinity for shotguns..
Over the rainbow and under the sun..
Hot chocolate would turn her on..
Ooo her nonchalant and jubilant run...

That was the last time we stalked that girl,
She seemed damn happy in her inverted world...

Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
Groovin' in the curve of Viviani..
Whatever happened to Jennifer Connie?
Last I heard she looved macaroni...yeah!

Coffee On The Shore (2012-05-13, 2012-05-15, 2012-05-16, 2012-05-17)

Lookin through your black pupils,
This world seems beautiful for a change..
Daybreaks of peace in bits..
As i gauge warm rays out of range..

The skies have come down to where we are..
And here we are cuddled in the dark clouds..
But as silver linings cover us,
we're still lookin' up in vain...

Like someone on the ledge of imagination..
Just eager to drop off..
Is this our sole consolation?
Or a dead end to our bluff?

We're well in over our heads..
As the pale snow fills our days..
Shovellin' ourselves out of complacency..
We can create a better place.

Its in your wings that i really feel home..
That warm fuzzy feelin brewin within..
Lying this way.. here..forever,
This for me would be the perfect fin..

The morning caresses your face..
The dew drops on you, you're awake..
A peck on the lips, the touch of yer hand..
We're flying, now where do we land?

Let this go on forever..
Let the memories flow..
As we indulge in ourselves..
Over a cup of coffee on the shore..

Said you aimed for the stars..
Then how'd ya shoot my heart?
If you think we've gone too far,
I'm ready to go back n start....

Maybe Just Another Story..

"Where the fuck am I?", I wonder as I wake up at a place where I obviously didn't sleep last night. Still half zonked under the sedative. I lift myself up, rubbing my eyes to get a clearview of the place. To my surprise, al i see is "nothing". The ground beneath is dry. Barren.

"How did I land here ?! And what kind of God forbidden place is this?" No trees. No people. No signs of life. Had i owned a microscope, i'd have searched for the single cellular beings too. I was so goddamn desperate. Like a storm just uprooted everything. Everything living. And a drought hit it later for desserts. Funny. Even the skies seemed dead.

I begin to walk in hope of finding somethin'. Maybe somethin to eat too. "I'm hungry as a hyena !! So you know what? I can't even laugh !!", I scream in rage. Then feel as though i'm missing out on something. Just can't remember exactly what. But there's somethin i know. Waving off those thoughts, I concentrate on the matter in hand.

"Gotta find my way out of this wretched place. But first gotta find out where the fuck am I ?!"
"Hello!! Anybody there? Knock knock? Kaboom !!!"

"Okay. Enough of Hide n Seek. Come out or I come after you!" I'm insane. Really. And today, for the zillionth time in my life, I don't make sense. And neither does my life.

Wherever I turn my head to, i can't see any change 'round me. Its like this place is stuck. Stuck in time. Maybe stuck in a bad moment it once went through. Somethin it couldn't get over for some rhyme or reason. "Yeah, right! What am I thinkin?! Gonna snooze this think tank for a while now."

I continue my walk in search of the unknown. Wow. Always wanted to say this. Then a pebble hurts my feet. Bam bam!! And i realise that i'm bare feet. "Oh, Great! The Bare-Footed Moron of This Evacuated Barren Land !!"

"Should've drugged myself with my shoes on. Curse me ! And curse this wretched and already cursed place !!"

Having said that, I realise how easily I lose everything. Hope. Temper. Girlfriends. Not like I want them for long.

Deciding to walk a bit more further, I brace myself up and march like a soldier, humming my favorite Forgotten Dregs song..
"O when the blue fire crackers light the red ones,
the world goes bursting with each n every burn..
And when the job is done,
they sing the same song,
on top of their voice,
they love to sing it wrong..."

I halt after a while as I feel totally drained. Having sat down, I look around in vain. Such a dreaded place. Now I feel like no one must've even lived over here. Its like the development plan of this place slipped out of God's mind. Maybe even He was bored. Or maybe He wanted someone else to go about playin' "Creator" for a change. Us. Well, Maybe this is why the world was never perfect. Why the world still is not perfect. Goodnight.

Dear Juno, (2012-05-16)

Wanna meet you when I open my eyes..
And when I close 'em shut,
When the friggin' world dies..

Wanna meet you when I am hard..
And when the scenes go slow..
When everyone acts a retard.

Wanna meet you as the heavens shriek "Hell Yeah !!"
Also when I'm listenin to the enchantin' Enya..

Cuz I think I love you
Yeah, you heard that right!
I think I love you, I said..
Have you gone deaf?!
I think I love you.
You are magic.
*
Wanna meet you, shud I just drop in?
Tease you a bit,
And kiss your soft skin..

Wanna meet you when you're fallin' down..
I'll stand below you,
Catch you in my arms..

Wanna meet you when you're like torn apart..
Lick your tears dry..
Stitch you up, part to part..

Wanna meet you and let the cat go free..
Talk about what's normalcy..
Embrace you in your favorite tee..

Cuz I think I love you
Yeah, I'm tellin the truth..
I think I love you, I said..
Don't give me the boots..
I think I love you.
You are magic.
*
Wanna meet you now and forever..
Keep meeting even after we're stuck together..

Wanna meet you in yer spring and fall..
And in yer summers n autumns..
You're the most beautiful of al.

Wanna meet you when in need of a hug..
I'll give you a warm one..
Help you get rid of those bugs..

Cuz I think I love you
I am sure..
I think I love you, i said..
You're my cure..
I think I love you.
You are magic.

It's not helping...

(Lifehouse - All In All)
Standing on top of yourself,
You're just strangling you..
One foot out yer door
The other's still in yer shoe..

Words don't make any sense..
now that you've lost your own.
The butcher just feasts on hens..
The bloodshed's still obscure..

Flap you're hands and better get flying,
Better move away or live here dying..
Kicking the globe in its balls today,
Gotta get em down for better days..
*
One moment its pure bliss..
Next, yer sportin' a vicious kiss..
A day long slaughter in hell..
The Devil's amazed for you look swell !!

Never give up when you're goin down,
For Jack broke his crown under Jill's gown..
Deserted streets will light up tonight..
Its al good til you've got some fight..
*
Playing you're part doesn't help,
Will yer ears gulp down al the yelps?
Writing for a start sounded good,
But its not helping the burning wood..
*
Hit hard right in the middle..
Don't you feel like crackin' up?
You are al grim hued..
As you hear the hyenas laugh..

Toss yourself way up high,
Lose yourself in the crazy skies..
Flap you're hands and better get flying..
Better move out or live here dying.

For Everyone...

(Just some random thoughts that popped up in my brains.. Too crappy but if its even a bit effectual, that's enough..)

Can you see the light that shimmers?
Shrieking within yer sight..
It will someday grow sinewy..
And so will you..

Giving up on al you have,
Giving in on every map..
Is this yer life's fad?
It'll fade away soon..

What's holding you back?
Can't find your sweet home?
Scrape out of it now and rinse with the foam..

And hope it dawns on you..
that HOPE is there for you..
And hope is never bleak..
Not a gnome and never weak.

Wait a sec, you got a plan?
Kiddin me? cuz nothings well then..
Just remember yer neon MO,
That's al that matters
To cross out that foe..

When on yer track steadfast..
Don't judge if right or wrong..
Cuz if you feel right inside..
Even wrong's can drain the storm..

What's holding you back?
Got no ticket or just maggot-brained?
Whatever it is now, DON'T THINK !
Just get on the train..

What you lookin back for?
This way you'll never grow..
The past has past..
Cut the yearnings that make it last..

Life is a bitch at times..
She'd make yer balls cringe..
Its al ineffectual once you learn to fuck.
And make her your bitch.

Keep an eye on what's coming..
Dodge every spear they're throwing..
You might get it wrong..
But Courage will make you strong.
And you'll keep moving on..

The Candle Still Burns... [Co-writer: Vidhi]

"The deadliest disease isn't something that'll eventually kill you..
Its something that stifles your hope..
That sets you in an eternal daze..
That petrifies you from within..
That allows you to breathe but not to live.."

John read what he once wrote, his eyes sore with grief. He lit a candle and started to burn alongwith it. He'd always found himself on the verge of a plaintive breakdown. He inhaled sharply before he could fold the note and place it under his pillow. It didn't mean anything to him. It's just that he held everything near him so precious. Everything, besides himself.

That night the full moon wore shades of orange. John got up and stood near the window. His dreary eyes al set on this perennial beauty. For a moment he felt hypnotised. It was the graphic version of a siren song. He wanted to be there. Right in the craters. Hopping like a bunny. Mocking the sun. Reigning supreme.

A phone ring soon knocked him out of the trance and pulled him back to the present. There he stood hapless, in the shaggy Sixth Floor apartment he'd been rotting in alone since a year. It was her. Kate. The only person who mattered to him. The only person still alive that mattered. He stared at the phone and waited for the ring to die so that he could hear the silence once again.

She was worried sick about him. He'd not spoken to her since a week. And didn't intend to do so now. They were good friends. And he loved her. 'Twas difficult for him to say goodbye.

He couldn't think right anymore. He did what he could but somehow nothing seemed to work out. For years he deafened the ghastly voices in his grapefruit. But not today, he thought. The fighting spirit had subdued. "Hope isn't a good thing after all. It just prolongs the torment," he mumbled. He wanted to end this tonight. Badly. He'd never be able to dwell on the clouds of normalcy. Never dance in the priceless rain. Never hold hands with his beloved one. Never.

The disease had taken control. He'd lost. He screamed out his surrender to the ceiling.

The window was now wide open. The cold winter breeze stung his eyes. They watered. His body shivered. He didn't have to do this. But there seemed to be no choice.

He closed his eyes for a while. Soaking in the fear. Scenes flashed at a million frames per second. Til all he could see was white. No sound. No image. Just the ground below. Over his shoulder, the candle light begun its own fight with the breeze that whistled its way in. Then.. a yell and a thump. The breeze stopped. The candle still burns...

'Til You Tagged Along

Every breath makes me gasp..
Sick. Tired. Pneumonic.
A dead smother suffocates the wasp..

My visage wavering in the verdant waters..
Straight around the bend at the altar..
Scraped feet. Charred at the bit.
Chapped lips. Asphyxiated in guilt.

The body had moved on eons ago..
But the soul yet felt a whore..
For al the rights shoved in the basket..
Al the wrongs inflicted in the casket..
And al the crouched convulsions..

Find myself wading ashore..
Where the faintest sounds are ignored..
Company once was misery.
My thoughts..my discrepancy.
Felt an Alien..Almost..
'Til you tagged along.

Caught up in the web i'd spun..
Handcuffed to the lofty pole..
Bouts of incertitude surfaced the crest..
Never did i understand this gunman race..
'Til you tagged along.

You're voice now resonates in mine..
You're presence assures me i'm fine.
Pushed you away..
Yet you stayed..
My trust had never gotten laid..
'Til you tagged along.